daily, monthly, yearly..

2010-10-02T22:49:00.001+08:00

the skins here are too boring and ugly.
officially off fm blogger!

shall think of ways to archive my old posts.

2010-10-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

look at what i've done.
clicked wrongly, and i'm stuff with this ugly template urgggh

nihongo? eigo?

2010-10-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

it's been a looooong time. . since i last blogged in nihongo.
having thought of closing this , and starting another one.
but been quiet a while using this.

mmhz~~

madness recollection!

2010-09-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

3, 2, 1 go.

BOMB! FALL DOWN BABY!
tell me what you wanna do.

wo hui hui lai.

<3

2mths of webs

2010-08-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

yes, i don't need any reminder.

2months of webs here, and in these 2 mths i realised many stuffs. so much so that i have never thought of them ever.

多分もっと悪い気分もあるし
でも大丈夫！

however, the 5days was sufficient to bring me back to who i was initially.

-skull love
-kt awesome-ness
-music love
-i hate the part of me whereby i'm constantly negative and back to how i was 5years back.

i have plans for a new look here, yet again. time factor isn't being very helpful, it's the part of growing up which i totally hate.

i have no further plans.

探しているんです,あの人達のさポット。。。
いつもお世話になりました　　ありがとうな！
５人へ　また来年ね。KT no フーアンで幸せだよ

btw, lovelovelove is <3

six months back seemed just like ystd

2010-06-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

totally, the whole atmosphere seems like the week before we left for AMS. preparations to go; luggage, documents and all.
but this time, it was on thesis. (and nothing on grad ceremony, prolly we might not have one? idk)

a lead vocal is the spirit of the band. punkrock, all time love!

blank

2010-05-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

busybusybusy. thesis is a big headache. work is adding on to the burden. all just don't seem right.

3weekends stayed home in a row; it's boring in a small country like where i am.

tumblr is cool, short sweet and precise.

I remember lingwei desperately telling me to watch this korean drama; You're Beautiful. She told me that she even applied for leave to complete it in a day at home. Lee Hongki :)

perhaps i should just go into this webbie:
http://www.sherylcomebacktoreality.com/

boss has been really nice. she passed me a couple of dvds to watch. the most recent one; a fistful of stances. It just ending telecasting on Hongkong tvb.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Fistful_of_Stances

i've been feeling really like a fool these days. every single thing done, ain't through proper thoughts and consideration.

XX said, "it's just like your whole spirit isn't where you actually are"

i don't get this thing in me. totally, no.
wasn't this smt which was prepared to happen? idk. but i feel stupid; like again.

cranky feel

2010-05-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

why the cranky feel in me? idontlikethisfeeling

i realised PS3's setup is totally the TV version of the PSP.

believe it or not; been 2 weekends since i last went out.
i should be doing thesis; but....
you know, there's always this but.....

http://scrapthoughts.tumblr.com/

2010-05-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

the scrapthoughts welcomes you anytime!

http://scrapthoughts.tumblr.com/

imac impluse

2010-05-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

somehow, it feels like everything's going aimlessly for the past 2 weeks ): booooored.
suddenly, i miss hy's way of talking.

welcome to hear rants from you anytime! pls hear mine in time to come, you know who you are babe! :)

thesis must start moving.
off; yet? all materials are left in office, i think no one will be as stupid as i am.

i was looking at apple store's webbie, and i can't help but have the urge to get an imac! the design, too tempting!

somehow, i feel kinda bad. leaving D to do the preps and every others for the aug trip. okayyyy, i gotta start helping up! and i will :)
dad wanna travel this year, i think hongkong will be a choice.

er, i think the end is coming. how does it feel like, when others don't feel it. but you do?

haven't stayed up late for a looooong time, it's only 3pm. and i'm feeling tired. off to bed :)

this reminds me of Europe.

meet me in the back with the jack and the jukebox

2010-04-24T09:42:00.000+08:00

i give myself 5min to complete this entry. gotta go get ready to help boss run errands. LOOOL but, i have no complains over this.

ops is crazy, and tiring! booooooo ):

hy and zh meet up. we see some classic NS boy, stuff tissue in his nose. i couldn't take it, laughed my heart out. people, you will react exactly how i did if you were there.

blahblahblah, meet me in the back with the jack and the jukebox.
they should seriously take more chill pills!

wardrobe needs new blood

2010-04-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

my wardrobe needs new blood.

:) not much, but still.. it feels awesome!
random thoughts, but sweet memories that keeps me moving.

work - tired, but fruitful.

should I give it a shot for DIY hair dyes?

best wkend ever since the start of work!

2010-03-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

fri! sudden and short, but was damn amusing. the tactics! lalalala
sat. dear ohh nini - toilet talks, haha! so glad i'm in a clean toilet environment when working.
sun :)))))))))

best weekend ever! i just hope, it continues man.

gonna be a long wkend ahead.

i saw this, i think it's nice. esp the checks shirt (:

nonsense

2010-03-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

nonsense nonsense nonsense chix, sinful -.-''

happiest girl for now!!

it was almost a fixture, but. (: i still learnt something outta it.

but still, be back to reality and not fly too high!!

長い時間だけど

2010-03-23T21:00:00.001+08:00

長い, でも!! 起きた. (: 本当の高い気持ち文字だけ伝えない。所はだれでも考えない。

racing against time choosing of gifts (:
the weird salesperson, but ended off with (((((:
walking down town (:
constant apple shop visits (:
comtemplating on earphones / headphones / ipod shuffle (:

can't wait can't wait!

alil too much? but melove melove

the mockings and encouragement, THANKS!!!

subjective and complex

2010-02-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

It's just the start. :)

dinner with AA. As usual, the craps and talks. I just don't get the reason why some things seem easy and yet complex at the same time. Subjective, i guess. Debate continues, yet the real answers will never surface. Helpless is the worst one can get, glad haven't seen it for myself yet. people should make it an effort to improve, but when one is doing so. But others do not see/approve of it, does it still matters?
Electric pop, love yourself.

u're nuts

2010-02-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

what the hell is wrong with these people man. 自信過ぎかな

nonsense remembered and texted. :)
And cause of this, I look forward towards payday. For just one reason, but not the usual one which everyone looks forward to. :)))

21012010 realisation

2010-01-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

I'm bored, and I hate the fact I'm god damn free. (no meet ups, lunch appt, any schedule) I used to plan and squeeze everything everyday. AND FOR THE PAST WEEK, NOTHING. FML

So, I decided to do something productive. Okay, perhaps not that productive. But I went to aunt's place to pass her some gifts. Went to WCP, and saw Brigid. LOL, Joey's bf. Funny shyt right? We walked around that "no-life-place" (claimed by mr brigid) for appx an hour, before his princess appeared. They're all YOUNGER THAN ME, yet either of same of taller than me. And, I was told I looked like a Sec 1 kid by a 15-yr-old.

I got bored, and prepared dinner for my family. At least, I was occupied with something to do till dinnertime.

I read some old entries of XX. And realised, it's hard to bring some distance back to how we were in the past.

miss that food addict! you know who you are. :)

i wanna ignore that part of me right now.

Not again.

2010-01-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

i MUST not let history repeat itself again! No hope, nothing! sono mama de mo ii!
I'm confused and lost. Damn, I hate the same feeling as how it was back then. ): Why can't I just be myself. HY said I sound totally like a stranger when I relate those happenings to her.

I feel as though I'm a boring person.

Until the next call.

supposedly holidays. LOL

2009-12-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

Weird feeling; as though an old feeling came back. A really old and buried one. I thought it was totally gone until that pull came. Damn it.

After happenings upon reaching Singapore.

15 Dec – had ramen and watched New Moon. Went to search for some tarot cards, end up did not get any of them. Seriously, romance movie is a waste of time. Not as though I did not tried, but really. It’s a ‘No-No’ for me.

18 Dec – Lunch with Guido. Was a good one, did some quick catching up. Ain came together with the girls. Had some random shorts, Adelle seem like a tourist. HAHAHA! We even saw Michael walking past us at 313. Xiao long bao in ding tai feng rocks!

Had dinner with ZH and HY. ZH was late, did not really spoke much. All the best for 27th! And, how in the world could that kinda thing happen exactly on HY as well?! Pls, I need some lectures on that.

21st Dec – back for Director meeting. The video done by Victor was awesome, the 3 months memories came back. Lifetime experience! I love every single moment, yeah you bet. Even during the exam stress parts.

Off to Jurong Point to meet up with H and CH. Got myself a bag, and cam whored on the train.

22nd Dec – H and XN meet up before XN leaves for Hong Kong. Thanks for the early Christmas present. More photos gonna be developed to slot it in! =) Love ya!

23rd Dec – finally met up with LW. Crystal Jade’s la mian and xiao long bao. Let me tell you, the power of National Service seriously can change not just the outlook but the behavior! Watched Avatar in 3D, we were dying for the movie to end. Just when we thought it was, we soon realized that was just the first battle! No no no, not timid. But just a No-no to bikes alright! HAHAHA interesting gift he got for Christmas exchange gifts. Skates, but with the initial intention of a rice cooker, oven and even A4 blank paper! =.= Interesting fellow, always crappy. =D

25th Dec - watched Sherlock Holmes. NEXT! to watch Treasure Hunter.

Really cool to see people all around me; happy and bubbly over each and everything! =D

I hate the feeling. The same old feeling. Thanks, but I don't wanna hope ):

the last 5 weeks

2009-12-16T14:13:00.001+08:00

Passed in the blink of an eye. The best was my 21st celebration that lasted for 24 hours. LOVE YOU ALL PEEPS! The rest of the moments were spent walking around Terschelling and watching movies/HK drama.
All the funny moments.

and you know what, i miss adelle's laughter! Everyone's hanging out in 102, food, weather, people there, walking in the rain, spags, spare ribs. Shit, this has to stop here before the list goes on.

7th-8th week (Vlissingen)

2009-12-09T01:21:00.002+08:00

PICS. In short, best accomodation (chalet style), cookings, movies, crapping with 9 other people. The bond seriously started there, I think. =) Port visits, bus rides, one day tour! My ORANGE NIKE shoes. =D

6th week (Autumn Break)

2009-12-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Stopped blogging ever since the start of Logistics project. In barely two weeks, will be back in Singapore. How should I put it, the whole three months was great. A lifetime experience; more like being with another family rather than friends. HAHA! With Hotel Europa as the “home”, and having different rooms as really “rooms”.

So, what happened over the last month? Had the most difficult time handling the logistics project. But hard work was paid off; we had our one week autumn break. (2 nights in Paris, 2 nights in Rome, 1 night in Venice and 2 nights in Amsterdam). Then to Vlissingen for two weeks; where we had the best food of all. And then, back to Terschelling (BESTEST EVER! MY 21ST) (:

Autumn break – it was tiring and rushing from one point of attraction to the other. However, it was worthwhile.

Paris Day One:

Paris Day Two:

Rome Day One:

Rome Day Two:

Venice:

Amsterdam:

With that, it marks the end of our Autumn Break!! and to Vlissingen.

Shall update more about Vlissingen in the next entry~

2009-10-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

30th sep – Had lesson. ): Kinda feel sad for the lecturer. He’s nice, but just seem to be afraid to offend anyone of us. Even when checking what we’re doing on the computer also looks worried.

1st Oct – Children’s day. WW learned the Dutch way of saying Happy Children’s day. Gerben taught us some Dutch words. It is good to share knowledge with people whom you care. 

2nd Oct – Had accts lesson. 2nd half of it, was no way there. XD I NEED THAT BOOK LAH! @@

3rd Oct – Went to midsland.  I got the boots! Yippee. And also a melk chocolate for myself. Guess I should head there again after Flushing for some choco gifts for da lurve ones.

4th Oct – Project in school. Did a restructure of project approach. Great, it’s moving somewhere. Group mates came over, ww’s laughter invaded my room. But it was fun. Do not fart while you pee. SHUDDUP LAH. XD

5th Oct – =) Discussion in school again.

6th Oct – Discussion, deadline is near. ): That ain’t cool. Taxing, bless me. I can do it.

7th Oct – Had lesson with Ronald. Today’s clear. But everything seemed to be just like what we learnt either back in secondary school or in poly days. Wee, bought a cap and leggings.

8th Oct – in school, had a short meeting. I’m getting sick of project. Wanted to complete bookings for tour, but failed. ): Transport completed, now left with accommodation. Money money.....

9th Oct – Went over to kenneth’s place to do accommodation research. I seriously think that everyone is working on the tour more than our project. Tired, slept at Bornholm. Tired tired tired. It all seem so costly, seems almost impossible to get a good one within our budget.

10th Oct – ¾ of bookings were done. Mary’s gang, i really salute you guys! For searching the lowest rates ever available!! But Amsterdam is the hardest, cheapest are all around the red light district. ): Read on red light district, it seems super abunai!

island and people

2009-10-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

I *hearts all the happenings right now in this island with da people.

ignore the emo words. I look forward to seeing this with my own eyes.

2nd week

2009-09-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

20 Sep – Beach. Madness laughter throughout, throwing random stuffs at each other. Kenneth and ww; the funniest pair you can ever meet. Walked through the twilight towards the duo’s place. Endless laughter each time with the two of them together. Scenery was awesome, totally love the sand. Love da red shoes! Thanks for lending!~

21st and 22nd sep – in school. Had to handle project.

23rd sep – Logistics mgmt; I kinda have the feeling that the lecturer is afraid to offend us. WW mentioned that he seem to be even scared of us as compared to ‘mr bean’ XD

24th sep – went back to school again, for project.

25th sep – Business mgmt. Totally a POA module. (: went town to check out the club with dj. Dead beat! Wind’s blowing like nobody’s business. The rest had ice cream, took shots of the shop. Bet ali and xinni’s gonna love the ice cream there!

26th sep – The rest went to check out the seals. Went over to kenneth’s place to skype with mum. Was supposed to be doing project. But, you know... HAHHA. Oh, and I skyped with Ali for like near 4hours or so. So cool, he totally heard the conversation of me complaining to my friends etc.... LOL and me sleeping in the club. LOL Head down to oka. Er, 70s music, techno, oldies rnb. Like a virgin... I was like, why all the oldies man. Cover cover cover.

27th sep – Dead beat. Totally physically tired after walking back and fore from kenneth’s place to europa for meals the day before. Ananthi went to check out the North sea. I so wanna get that boots alright!

28th sep – project day, did some laundry.

29th sep – project day, its finally moving somewhere.  After dinner headed to town, ananthi and adelle bought some cheap stuffs at this shop that has discounts. Totally amazed by the discounts!

orthros no inu

2009-09-30T15:14:00.000+08:00

Orthros no inu; completed. At its climate finale, last 10minute was disrupted. Concentration was diverted. Dark drama initially, but towards the last 2-3 ep was kinda interesting. LOL, to be frank was hooked up after I started watching here in Holland. Love the part when ryuzaki visited the hospital. The kids were totally unselfish, did not wanna have their sickness healed. Rather sacrifice the chance and give it to others. (mio to an injured arm kid, to a cancer kid, to a limped kid and to their teacher who do mention of shoulders aching) This, is serious touching. When the whole series is all about adults wanting ryuzaki to solely treat themselves.

Next, is the part when ryo approached ryuzaki at the final destination. Totally, changed impression of ryo’s acting. LOL!!

Some things just go by the feeling. Kokoro dakara. Just like how ryo realised the truth.

Ending; both overcome. Powers were promised never to be used on anyone again. XD
a maou like feeling drama initially, i guess its the same director

holland 1

2009-09-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

12 Sep – On direct plane to Amsterdam. SICK

13 Sep – Arrived Teschelling at 8am (Amsterdam time), bought the international calling card, went past many small roads. Narrow roads, HAHAHA bus left without Kenneth cause he left for toilet in a hotel. Saw many windmills, horses, goats, pigs and cows. Checked in hotel; small and did not have kitchen and toilet had been really dimmed. Weiwan was nice, did something which both Ananthi and I appreciated greatly. Moved the lightings etc just to make the place brighter. Weiwan and Kenneth’s room was the best, was big and had internet connection. SICK, not feeling better did not had the mood for anything. But this place really has nice scenery.

14 Sep – Started school unofficially. Explored the library, workshops and canteen. Took many shots. Went to the local super market, bought tomatoes some snacks. Weiwan forced me to buy the light bulb, haha! But we got used to the cosy room, so it wasn’t necessary. Regardless, thanks for the help! =)

15 Sep – School brought us to this really cool place. Nice scenery, seemed as thou we walked over hills etc. HAHAHAHA! Halfway up the ‘hill’ Melvin was panting like mad. LOL! We went to the fish museum too. Bought 2 of the bottles. =) Oh, adelle, ananthi and mary’s gang had the icecream! Was sick, did not eat. HAHAHA enough of my ‘i’m sick. Better not share with you food =x’

16 Sep – We had a long day of lesson (6 hours). Just realised we will be having only 2 modules within this first 5 weeks. It was Juliana’s birthday. Everyone went to her place to wish her happy birthday and gave a surprise. =)

17 Sep – We went to Savo’s place. And took a way around Kenneth’s place. There were goats around. After Savo’s place Ananthi and I went back to the hotel to wash clothes. Sad to say, we were supposed to change rooms by fri morning. Wireless internet connection was finally fixed today! =D

18 Sep – Had lessons in school. After lesson we went to supposedly a lounge to chill. But end up, became a club for us Asians. HAHAHAHA! ARgh, I thought I felt better yesterday. Still unwell, with the drinkings, was worst. Guess i’m the legendary person. Sleep wherever I go, I was resting in the club! actually, waS SLEEPING LAH. Can you believe it?! XD We saw the sunset, it was awesome.

19 Sep – Slept, Washed clothes. And had dinner in school. Dinner was great. Enough of bread etc! Not much pics taken.

busy busy busy

2009-09-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

I guess it's only be up till next sat before I'm finally tone down. An edit of previous entry, pics up in FB for centris event. Thanks babes!! =)

Had lunch with huiying, zihui and sensei last tuesday. Kinda sad that Chiaki sensei will have to spend more time with her kids in future. Might not be able to meet up with them. I spent like near 2 months trying to fix a day to meet up with them! They were late cos had to wait till Chiaki sensei's husband arrive home before they could have dinner. We went for a drink after dinner. Had gin tonic, was great. But I seriously put my hat off sensei. The 3 of us had turned red! But to them, its just water. \_\ Doesn't chiaki sensei look like yamapi? I kept feeling that I was talking to yamapi over dinner then man! =.=

I arranged to have wednesday free. But julian had arranged for golf! Super dead beat the night before, went for golf. It was fun. =) Went home straight due to the weather. And slept for a couple of hours.

Tuiton, tuition tuition. ARGH, pack schedule. Lunch here and there. I just realised, time just doesn't seem to be sufficient these days.

Met up with doreen for lunch yesterday. I'm so sorry hazel! totally forgot about the lunch appointment with you yesterday. Hope you don't mind me not eating. except for the cheng teng! XD Great catch up session with you. =) Bet you'll enjoy in japan next month, remember to note down the best places! We can go there in future, woo hoo. koyama and aiba's family restaurant.
I found BTR scans, the book was barely on shelf for a day and it was reserved!!! ALL! Can you believe it, oh wells. I din buy it, the scans weren't that fantastic either. =) So, its saving money time.
Also, arashi's 10yr PB, wasn't that fantastic. LOL! Yosshi!

Bad weather. =( eye been hurting these days.

from arashi's 10yr PB and BTR. Atmosphere must have been great; just look at the fireworks used in the pic!

thanks ppl

2009-08-31T09:41:00.000+08:00

The list goes on, but especially grateful to the earliest gang! and the ones who stayed till the end! =)

All the presents. thanks! /hearts hearts

Rushed up and down for 2 hours. But worthwhile, only hope hadn't left out anyone in the room who stayed so long! and those people who made it, though I informed them on the 11th hr!

Pics up in FB. More to come from other's cam. =)

Preparations really make one exhausted. Hope nothing went wrong yesterday without me not-knowing.

I hope tmr's results gonna turn out fine. It just seem so unbearable when the worst is coming. Yet all has to stay in the positive mindset.

never trust blogskin ppl's pic

2009-08-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

i barely used it for a couple of days, and that pic was removed.

Damn! I blew it again this afternoon even after everything came out yesterday. Oh god, never in my life ever a person stepped on my toes this much.
such a jackass, ill mannered brat.

And, cause of that. Together with all the current happenings, everything just seem screwed. Been swearing like, okay. I almost used it again. ARGH FOOK!

change of blogskin

2009-08-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

Finally, after 4-5 years. LOL! A change in blog skin. Enough of complaints "unable to open your link LAH" Hope this works.

It only took less than 15minutes. LOL, ctrl C + V makes them move rapidly.

Today's paper. Shake heads, toughest of all. Degree paper indeed, stressful. But was kinda expected.
One final paper on wed. I don't need luck XY. I need brains, and motivation!

Will Sun's lunch work out? Seriously keeping fingers cross, I hope nothing negative comes!! Seriously..

PS: Hitomi sensei finally replied my text. LOL
I got a comment from adelle and ananthi today. The first hand reuter news reciever. HAHAHAHA! But it's only left with few days. =x

short breakthru

2009-08-21T22:26:00.001+08:00

been busy with papers. Short weekend break through. 2 more to go. Hope all goes well, crossing my fingers.

Some arrangements required to be made with peeps out there. Had one with Xiyue, made hair appointment, gotta start sorting out tuition schedules (final lap to earn!), and so many out there.

I wanna eat steamboat, tonkichi, yong tau foo.. heh heh, and etc before 12sept. =) Ananthi said I practically wanna eat everything. XD
Gotta arrange to meet sensei and kodomotachi (hopefully lingwei and peter), hazel, xinni, ali, deirdre, thomas, etc etc. Will seriously miss you guys!

School's stress. But fun in some way, 2 days left in SP. This will seriously be, the last 2 days as SP students. And people, don't fall. Cause we're not covered by insurance in SP alr! =) Jimmy's sweet, he reminded us that any accidents during these days will not be under coverage. Kenneth spoke up for us, we don't mind. We can plaster ourselves. =)

and PLS! omg, arashi con tic is madness. Whoever that's spending thousands on it, is MAD. seriously, M-A-D!! Pls be rational people!

eat, slp, walk of shipping

2009-08-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

if eating, sleeping and walkin relates to shippin. I'm only left with havin to dream myself giving instructions offshore tonight in a potential oil field.
Time for nap!
PS: WLAN on 5800 rocks! :)

xinni's goin arashi con!

2009-08-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

argh, nini going arashi con. AND DREAM BOYS!! desho??? =/ which means, almost everyone has went for johnnys con. on average, at least twice. ARGH!! When will it be my turn?

suddenly, I wish my amsterdam will turn to jpn. So I could squeeze some time for con or butai. ): KANASHII!! mo dame da. :(

okayokay, complete and get over it!!

winter clothes more or less done. Left with autumn wear, LOL be prepared to pay extra for exceeding the weight mum. =x

you don't have to be nice

2009-08-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

you don't have to be nice. why? cos they bastards ain't worth it. =D

Thanks bestie, it was god funny. I'm better.
Do your preparations fast, otherwise you'll cause delays to everyone!

OH! nini, I had the icecream with my classmates in sunset way. Heard only one outlet in whole of SG. If you have classes, and after I'm done with whatever it is. LOLLL we can go for the icecream session!

hazel! Don't take it too heart, your voice is nice. =)

One heavy stone is done. LOLLL 7 coming up.

woooo HUANG HONG SHEN XD

2weeks before exams

2009-07-31T21:53:00.001+08:00

we're only left with 2weeks before our final ICA in SG. Times files, seriously it does.
Went ion on wed, LOL kenneth was fasinated by the fishes and asked a really funny qns! HAHAHAHA

being idiotic =D

I love my new hp, watch. Shop-ped like MAD these days. LOL, apart from new phone and watch. I got another kind of scarf design which I wanted. Great, more collection for amsterdam. =) Bag, leggings, facial products and some clothes. Not really winter wear, LOL. OKAY, i'm stopping. It's either a final pants or not gonna get anymore.
Dad was saying that I have been spending alot this month. Preparation of 2nd stage, air tics (which is finally done ytd), new phone. Gee, he isn't aware of the addtional ones which I just mentioned. I'm stockin up! =) for amsterdam.

I love my new phone. =)

and watch!! and of cos the pouch from huiying! =)

I seriously don't think i'll spend alot in amsterdam. Cuz, we'll spending most of our time in campus. Hee, or issit too early to start assuming?

Time's running up. Started packing some clothes, should be 1/4 down the list. I've been ranting alot on the yong tau foo i'm gonna miss! argh, I so wanna try the one at Lucky plaza. ):

Too much happenings, words that I don't used to use are coming out. ** alrights! shall start quitting the negative habits, if i can. =)

I wish it was higher. But i'm satisfied. =) Thank god!

I'm worried for bestie, her text these days seem stress. ):

I wanted to join hazel and xinni for lunch at ion. But timing don't match. ):
I was touched on wed! I recieved a text from deirdre and call from Ali!! Guess they completed their assignments alr! =)

8nonging

2009-07-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

YTD was ww's 22nd. LOL, apparently it was a surprise. He was really shocked. Do post up the pics on FB soon. =) thanks ppl!

had lunch with 8nongoing. Xinni was high, and kept finding food.

LOL i've had cake over the past few days. 2KG of cakes~ another madness. WAHAHAHAHA

people, start preparing sg local food pics to send me when I get there. I request for yong tau foo. hehehehe.

LOL! once again, I shocked xinni. HAHAHAHA, so did u manage to concentrate during your lecture? =x

Assignmentssssss.

BMO admin stuffs is finally moving. oh god, inclusive of tmr. We're having 3 days talk.

bring me back to reality

2009-06-24T19:56:00.004+08:00

bring me back to reality PLU-EASE. I flew up there too high, coming back fast is getting kinda tough. =x I recieved the pics from SCV ytd afternoon. =DDD

okay okay. today's already wednesday. I MUST complete my projects asap. =)

can you believe it, I hadn't touched last week's smile, mr brain, last ep of ghost friends. I only completed quiz show. Why? cos its SHO and its the finale~ muahahahahha.

I tell you! I'm gonna rewatch the whole of Green Forest after my paper. (IF i do not have piling projects again). HAHAHAHAHA, I reloaded the whole drama even thou I have the dvd. At times, the dvd is kinda weird. Jerky and stuffs. nice nicenice! VOLIN~ woo hoooooo~ XD

I plan to rewatch tw's hanakimi again. The part he came out~ heh heh! Should I start Wayward Kenting too? =x

ETHAN RUAN JING TIAN =DDD

2009-06-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

sheryl is officially.. .MAD! HAHAHAHAHAHA

after 6years. after the start of MJLZW, till the latest bai quan nu wang. OMGGG just like a dream! hohoho all happened so fast.

last sat, saw commercial of bai quan's SG promo. Sent in contest form to starhub.

Went busy with life till sat. I felt, ahh its alright.. Since I don't really have the luck in contests.

Today, student cancelled tuition. At 12pm, recieved a call from Starhub staff; saying that 1 contestant had back out. And I'm the back up list, wondering if I'm able to make it. OF COS I CAN!! I was already planning to go regardless of whether i won the contest. Just wanna see him in person after 6years of supportment!

Was totally madness!! Super near da stage, people beside me screamed madly. When they did, he only looked at me, as in YES!! In the eye for many many times!! Once, no one screamed.. and he looked at me in the eye for like 5 second. Okay, not as thou I　ｈａｄ　ｃｏｕｎｔｅｄ．　Ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｌｏｎｇ～　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｌｏｎｇ！　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｘｐｒｅｓｓｉｏｎ　ｗａｓ　ｌｉｋｅ，　＂ｌｏｏｋ，　ｌｏｏｋ　ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ｄｉｒｅｃｔｉｏｎ　ａｎｄ　ｇａｖｅ　ｃｕｔｅ　ｆａｃｅ．　ｄｅｎ　ｌｏｏｋ　ｂａｃｋ　ａｇａｉｎ＂　ｂｅｓｔ　ｐａｒｔ，　ｗａｓ　ｔｏｔａｌｌｙ　ａｔ　ｍｅ！！　ｔｏｔａｌｌｙ，　ｆａｉｎｔｓ　ｃａｎ！　ｓｕｐｅｒ　ＣＵＴＥ！arghh hahahahahhahaha! =x

then then, went up stage. I　was like smiling like an idiot. Shook Jing Hua's hand, they're both tall. Tall till like ... den when it was Ethan. He smile like wah~~ and i said
"wo cong ni di yi bu MJLZW jiu kai shi zhi chi ni le"
"ZHEN DE JIA DE?!" His expression was, O.O eyes big big. (I could sense that he was happy and shocked at the same time)
nods madly. LOL
and he AUTO WANTED TO HUG ME. !.! super board shoulders can! and my whole face was at his neck, and I kept jumping and screaming.
then, hug super long! WAHHHH , happie till can fly.

But i was like thinking. 'omg did I take up alot of time' cause I realised I was on stage longer than others. So I went to get my phone, and wanted to walk off. Before I did, I looked back and smile like idiot AGAIN.

and he said 'BYE BYE!" I jus smiled like idiot madly. HAHAHAHAHAHA

At first, the girl behind me kept asking if i will request to hug him. But I felt, like abit weird. For nothing want people hug you. (of cos if have is happy till fly; which I am now) but I did not! Serious!! It's auto! and offered. woo hoo.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

but argh, i don wanna be on Ecity! LOLLLL
ah , siao already.

fakers

2009-06-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

fakes.

Picture is clear.

phone choice

2009-06-12T21:54:00.018+08:00

I'm gonna start cutting down.

Why do I keep feeling full? Yet I still eat for the sake, 'oh cause it's meal time.'

Comparison.
Japan Phone? Or iPhone 3G S?
Reason: My LG icecream runs out of batt faster than I thought. At times when I type msgs too fast, it hangs. ):
Anyway, I really can't find any models phones I want from the local retailers. ST, M1, Starhub do not bring in doComo, Softbank or AU. =.=

Why had iPhone 3G S became a option? Cuz Dad 'should' be able to get it cheaper, I think. Plus, i think I need a better phone at Amsterdam.

Time seems to be racing like mad.

Until next tues Jing! =) I hope more quality time spent. heh heh!

Upload a pic, since it's been ages ever. LOL I wanna make this. Kame wears this like mad. LOL! Beads or friendship band style? which is better? If possible, I want the Jin's watch too HAHAHAHA ..

concentrate!

2009-06-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

天気超暑いな
面倒くさい

多分同じこと起すの?
昔のいらないよ
いつもクラブ行く，そんなに面白いの…

試験だいたい勉強することもないし
どうしよ

皆旅行した，アタシも行きたい

あと３週間だよ
勉強するしかないだ

しゅちゅう！

a little touchy here.

2009-06-02T19:02:00.003+08:00

Everything happen for a reason. I guess so?

I agree with my darling on the part.
"I really don’t know what ‘I love you’ means. I think it means, ‘Don’t leave me here alone.’
– Sonnet by Neil Gaiman."
Guess so? mmhz, if things carry on this manner. I'm giving up. Perhaps I'm already in the midst of giving up.

I plan to start, saving comments to myself. Except to those whom I think they understand how I decipher stuffs. At times, people decipher in a different manner. Things get complex by the word of mouth. When the initial meaning ain't that.

Should I get that card holder? =) I miss Chiaki sensei! and of course Hitomi sensei~

watched:
-all pending Bai quan
-Dream Boys 2007
-24hr TV Kattun part 1, Kame's Yuuki
-all pending atashinchi danshi (I rate this the best dorama this season)
-all pending smile (2nd this season)
-pending jdorama; had cut down quite a number this season

~.~ take wrong yet its nth big

2009-05-20T21:52:00.003+08:00

OH god, this sucks man. =.=
Took mine, yet you still think it was yours. Even the one which you THOUGHT you took was not yours can. The colour is TOTALLY different, and you will definitely not buy that. This I can be very sure.

and yesterday, blardy. I'm stressed, thanks for the added value. STRESS given; also making me feel and seem stupid throughout this 21years. BLARDY. I won't say that it's your responsibility to teach me, but you really think the moment you try it once you will get it? I THINK YOU SHOULD JUST TRY OUT SOME STUFFS YOURSELF. see if you're able to 'fly' with flying colours upon first attempt.
I don't mean it at heart, yet I can just seem to just 'oh forget it. Let it be.' So, pardon me just for this entry.

Insane. The 'F' word has been in freq use these days.

I agree with ......., transparency ain't sufficient. Question marks are left in us, we do stupid stuffs. But we enjoy thinking and doing them. LOLLL hohoho.
TABOOOO rocks! Shall take shots in future! ARGH, I forgot all about shots today.

Japan has now been affected by the swine flu. I guess I can get that coin case few weeks later. PErhaps get hazel to help me order online or something. I can't seem to find that design anywhere here! ARGH, Head Porter!!! come SG!

grad robe collection

2009-05-07T21:03:00.005+08:00

Went to collect grad robe today with Yiwen.
The journey there was tough! And after that was weird.
The bus stop's directions kept misleading us. This is the first time happening to me thou.
We had Subway! =)
Yummy, as usual I love it! (finally found a Subway lover!)
Let's take the $5.90 chance to keep eating Subway! heh heh
I realised our food likings are about the same. But she loves bread!
I'm more to a noodle person. =x

I had retail therapy today. Near 100 gone. HAHAHA
That's a great shop, but kinda costly.
Shall go there more freq; the good point is! It's near my place. =D
Must bring xinni there! She'll love it as much as I do.

Watched hsj's con. I think it's not bad.
Yamada seems nice and kawaii to fans. can really sweet talk nah!
Chien's voice changing. SO MUCH!
best part is that, they din cried! Which I think is cool, why during con must cry man? =.=
I love the encore part best, everyone went in unison!
cos of that part, i rate this con 8/10.

Arrangement made for tomorrow.
I hope all goes well!

2nd day at uni

2009-05-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

2nd day at school today.

haha! Yiwen is now my wife! HOHOHO~
Jasmine's sporting!
Everyone's nice.
School's stressful, yet enjoyable.
Assignments piling. Only one written exam which has a TOTAL heavy weightage.
SP feel is now different.
LOL class is half the size of the usual ones.
class is always on silent mode.
How coincident, I met a 1 yr my senior from AES. He's nice.
serene is as usual, mad.
I look forward to the 3 months at Terschelling.

Daniel told me to note I'm emo.
But its not my style to leave emo PMs on msn.
Cuz, i think i'm not emo-ing.
Yet, at times i think I am. =.=
Contradicting.

I miss you. :(

2009-05-01T22:22:00.003+08:00

Sheryl,
you don't have to treat people nice who ain't worth being nice.
people who don't give a damn bout your feelings? shut up, and just go with the flow. and do what they want. Don't think, don't bother thinking. Cause it won't ever go your way.

Afterall, all this will end one day.
F U

mind is blank. Lost =.=

1 mth plus

2009-04-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

We took this on monday. zihui was smiling all the way when looking at the pic. Mad girl. XD

I guess i'm only left with one month plus of holiday. Keep going out and receiving black face. =x I need to go down to school to make payment and settle grad day stuffs before I'm finally set for BMO mood.

ahh, and falling sick really easily these days.

Remember I mentioned not buying drama already? I just realised I deleted quite a number of drama which I wanna keep. Like Gokusen 3, Bloody Monday, Ryusei, Code Blue etc. =.=

Im packing my old variety right now. Packing=transferring those I wanna keep into dvdr and throwing those which I don't want away. I guess I'm only throwing about 100discs today.

Transferring d no arashi in dvdr right now. It's a chore, but ~~ I still wanna keep the sho and nino moments. =x

My room is exploding. HAHAHHAA

aaron is =)

2009-03-26T20:08:00.002+08:00

things is getting blardy. I keep receiving blackface when I'm home. Best part of it, I did not do anything wrong. Unless you classify being home before 10pm is considered a crime.

LOL, xinni said I did not complete my last entry. Yeah, I got in the course. Went for the interview, received the letter. My grades are definitely not the best. But they might have taken me cause at least I hit the target. I'm glad. I'll miss ya nini! =) oh and zihui and huiying. and of course kare.

Alot of things happened though I managed to get in. I just pray and wish for the best. 3 months away from SG, i'll miss the yong tau foo and ban mian. :(

Everything seem so pending around me. I feel like I'm an idiot wasting life. Pls let me start work in April man.

19/3 BMO interview. Went bugis with hweeli and val for shopping. After that went down to MS to meet aaron during his break. Xinni! surprisingly, the shopwas open that day. We can go back there shop again! =)
20/3 Went for dessert with Viven and took pics at esplanade. Then went to meet aaron after his checkup and watched Paul Blart: mall Cop.
21/3 Went aaron's aunt's place. They're very nice people.
23/3 Coloured and cut my hair, I regretted. Oh, and someone not feeling well, went over to visit him.
24/3 Someone decided to skip work. We went out together but din had movies. No nice ones.
25/3 Went aaron's place. His mum cooked, nice food. I like~! :) went to watch tale of Despereaux which he totally condemed.

most pending dramas are completed. A chore to chase

unknown till in an hour's time

2009-03-18T10:20:00.003+08:00

the grades released this time is weird. No GPA, guess gotta wait till 11.30am. PLU-EASE, let me be in that category!!

Oh by the way, have I mentioned I plan to quit buying drama? Yeap, i'm stopping. My room is exploding. I realised dramas are waste of money, cause I don re-watch. So infuture, it'll just be official albums and dvds! in fact, i don listen albums. I transfer them to my mp3. Now, I gotta think about what i'm planning to do with all my stack-ed ones currently.

my wardrobe for clothes is exploding too. HAHAHAHA! I realised my stuffs are always too packed. =x

pray pray pray i'm in that category. 1 hour before judgement day.

I'm thinking of trimming my hair and changing colour again　to something bright. shhh! =x perhaps after BMO interview, I don't wanna let chew have the impression that I'm some yankee. heh heh! XD

Both zihui and huiying are happy for me. =x
ポーター　二個買ったんだ

Have been eating and having outings like nobody's business.
11/3 aaron birthday. Movie (push) and waraku
13/3 had lunch with xinni; flyer's food was great. And gave her a shocking news. LOL endless shock. Had few hours of waiting time, went to meet aaron. Before going for movie in the evening. (dragonball evolution)
14/3 had dinner with jon at this place called seletar west camp. The place is nice, the food also not bad. Next time can go eat and drink there with nini. Xinni, I tried tiger. Not as gasy as I always thought. HAHAHA!
15/3 had tuition. Went to meet huiying to IT fair, she bought softbank happily. We made friends with the staffs selling the phones. They're very nice people! We had lunch too, aaron came during his break. Then headed to town to get the 2 bags.
16/3 had lunch with claris. Thanks for the pressie! =D
17/3 had lunch and movie(rush witch mountain) with aaron.

I don't know if its the eating power influence or what. I'm eating out like mad, home is like 'come back late will I be given black face?' heh heh!

This season drama is ending. I'm abit sick of chasing dramas already. LOL

poison antidote pls help

2009-03-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

die already. Therapy for Sheryl is required with immediate effect.
The hole fallen into is getting deeper.

tabun warukunai no? ano hito. jibun to koto yabai zo.
I just hope I can stop myself from everything.

very nervous for tomorrow's grades. bless me!

pls straighten up

2009-03-11T22:40:00.003+08:00

i need some thoughts straightening.

nini, i'm very scared jinliang part 2 is gonna occur to me. HAIZ! i'm so dead.......

jiu ming ahhhhhh.
give me some therapy.

oh yah, papanashi is arashi in utaban out ler. not the LQ (lousy quality)
and i just read an email from my sch. Is taking a degree in canada, i see that. I think of you immediately.

nakamaru, you MUST rescue me!!!

LOL! out of job again!

2009-03-05T09:44:00.002+08:00

LOL. I found a job for 4days. Short assignment, out of job once again. Jobless till april!

I was trying out Keyhole TV awhlie ago. And I saw K8's variety. The quality ain't good. but I might need to use this to watch SC from now on! no one seems to be uploading SC online! =(

I went to watch my bloody valentine and He just not that into you. LOL my bloody valentine has a storyline. but it's just killings from the start till the ending, meaningless. He's just not that into you, wasted my money. Fancy zihui to say that movie is nice, but I have to admit that one lady in that movie was seriously funny. Desperate in a manner, but very interesting. HAHAHA!

Oh, I've watched coming soon. I think its not bad, the story towards ending is captivating. =)

completed:
-Bloody Monday, bloody monday in TFP2
-bu liang xiao hua
-pending QEDs, Meichan, Rescue, Reset

ing:
-zeni, voice, kami, uta (LOL! i can't wait for the ep to have sho appear)
-MIT, ToGetHer, Bai quan, Wu di 3 bao mei

2 more weeks before grades are out.
Everywhere in SG is boring. =.=
Leading a zai life right now. HAHAHA!!
can't wait for friday to hang out with nini again~

countdown 2wks

2009-01-30T21:21:00.004+08:00

class photo taken last week. Still have gathering dinner's pic, gotta grab from facebook. I'm lazy. well, left with 2 weeks.

Everyone is madly in love with pets society. Serene is mad, she laughs at ugly pets when choosing. LOL! the best memories in Year 3 gotta be this! hahahaha

Ended classes at 12pm. But had an additional make up MGMT practical till 3pm. Last min decided to meet up with nini before exams.

Glad I met up with nini today. We had donuts from donut factory; ate in. Later when to Marina for icecream. I liked it! We should go eat in another time again! LOL i'm having throat ulcer yet I'm eating and eating. Shopping ain't interesting. No new clothes. I so wanna go taiwan, it's so much cheaper there. PORTER! hoshi na. demo kane nai kara~

Hazel and Ryu came and join us.

Nini-decide fast, don't keep dragging. No good. =D Let's meet up again after my exams. We go talk and eat again!! heh heh =) Don't think too much!

Okay, it's some Ali from the mosque. Not deirdre's friend Ali. HAHAHA! This joke was the best can.

I really wanna go look at the local designers someday at Haji lane! PORTER! Demo agnes B motto hoshi!! ima atama warui kara, kinishinai de ne!

fyp ended, final SP's ica is coming

2009-01-20T19:38:00.002+08:00

god, i must be going mad or smt. LOL i read from a johnny fan's LJ. She mentioned that japan's cig taste so much better than america's. LOL. i feel like trying; not as though i've tried the america ones. but.. ARGH, the stress-ness is killing me. My sense of direction seems to be gone. Pls knock some sense in me, people!

I'm just left with few small projects and major ICAs. CNY's nearing, the feeling is not coming. I just have blank thoughts in my head. Things seems to be moving. I'm aware, yet the drive to move is somehow just not there.

Problems just keeps increasing, and time just moves ahead without you even having the time to breathe normally.
My routine these days: to end sch -> home -> dinner -> shows -> slp. And wait for the 2nd day to come bywhich the same routine occurs.

Tomorrow is photo taking, friday is class gathering dinner.

come on, get over and be done with it Sheryl!
zenbu no koto mushi mushi mushi!! konna ni mou yada!!
mendoukusai na..

fei lun hai concert

2008-12-20T10:39:00.003+08:00

went to flh's concert yesterday~ super high!! *tension up up up* ^^
I met Joyce too, chatted with her brother and her. So cute can, we were imagining if its Kattun! how will the concert be like. whr will maru maru fly down just like how he did in cartoon II you concert! HAHAHA, had the feeling other flh fans will be killing us.

We sat at different places, when the headlights were on i decided to go back to my seat. Suddenly all lights went off, and all fans screams. I ran back! den felt like 'wooo, this is how johnnys feel during concert. the feeling damn high!' HAHAHA, i was thinking about Kattun. UNTIL!!

Opening came... chu sheng ru hua opening came. 4 familiar person stood. I went MAD! WAHAHA. I started screaming and jumping like mad person. Start singing, I screamed! They moved towards the front, I screamed. da dong sang till super rock and kneel down! I screamed like hell, during this moment! yalun jumped really high. I hyper screamed like mad!!
2nd song wo you wo de young. sang, =x but actually is screaming CAN! the moment da dong had his jumps and rocker feel i kept jumping! OPENING songs were hyper!! then came xing li you shu and other slow songs.

All familiar songs came~ jumped, sing and screamed~~ then~~ it was chao xi huan ni. That noisy rock feel came AGAIN!! worst was that da dong played ELECTRIC GUITAR!! so cool and rocker feel can!! I was on screaming like mad. Then when the chorus came, I hyper jumped! and wu chun jumped with me too. Hyper jumped till like mad can, din even stop until the nx song came. WAHAHAHA~

then yi ge ren liu lang. yalun and liyang's Ti amo. I love yalun's piano skills!! >.<>

conclusion is! Johnnys con the best. I watched AAA before I went for the con ytd. So cool can, 3encores! ytd =.= 1 encore every1 take bag want leave. i stunt man!

I love the rocker feel yesterday!! especially when da dong played the electric guitar and yalun's piano. I soooo wanna go see KT to have the feel of the rocker style man!!!!

scaned the signature tic for a new friend I met. shujie! (: she's nice same age as me. But don't look 20 too! =x heh heh!

Have been thinking of kt since the con started. shall attach this pic i got from LJ of kame! =D

look at the skull ring! da dong and kame has the same one. I saw da dong in bfb's signature showing news! i want! but my fingers too small! =(

KTKTKT!!

wan yu discussed abt johnnys!

2008-12-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

woah. i really gotta blog about this~
i was watching wan yu just 5mins ago. and they spoke about fans and idols. How crazy fans can get. Lemme tell you man, some fans are mad. seriously mad to go all way out just to see idols in person. This is indeed crazy~

But but! what i really wanna highlight is this. They spoke about johnnys. And how are johnnys told to react if they meet fans on streets or have fans waiting outside their school. What they discussed about was that johnnys must never react to any fans. Can't look, smile or sign any items. only items are those which they throw to fans during concerts. Perhaps this is why I've heard stories of kame being seriously mean to fans and nino scolding fans saying that he's not on duty working. mmhz~~

Saddening right?! HAHA! Just kinda crossed my mind that if i really saw any johnnys if japan, how will I be and how will they react to me if i keep looking at them man. LOL!

core mods and jlpt 3 owatta!

2008-12-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

): i ended papers! but hazel and xinni not in sg to share my joy~ haven't met up with them for a looooong time. miss you guys! MUST MEET when back alrights!!

had jlpt 3 today. done with CA1s. Coming week to rush up projects. guess abt 3-4 in line?

Met up with doreen after paper today. Walked around kino and had lunch at mos. Taka's agnes. XINNI! I saw a nice bag there can!! i tink you will like. let's meet up, i show u!! =D

Don't have much to update. I just hope every1 around me will be happy, just this simple will be great!

off ter HUG koyama, tegoshi and MARU MARU! XD

stupid to start off

2008-12-01T15:21:00.001+08:00

this feeling sucks.
thanks daniel, ananthi, gao jun, nishikido san, deirdre and doreen.

i'm 20

2008-11-25T19:43:00.003+08:00

came online and saw that KT gonna have QoP con DVD! ureshii! (: I love nakamaru's stupid-ness. ueda's cap is cute in MS performance! KT will always be LOVE! =D

anyway, wanna start off by THANKING EVERY1 FOR YR WISHES! in sequence; deirdre, hazel, ali, jing yi, hazel, char char, glavin, serene, lukqman, shidah, dayah, ayie, doreen, joyce. Hope i din left out anyone! =D kinda happy! just turned 20 and so many wishes came, esp before intermodal transport paper started today!! THANKS! came sudden, but really happy.

Glavin wanted to give me his pen as present, I din take it cause I felt stupid to take. So pri-sch style!! But i realised I should have! haha, den he will not have anything to use to complete his intermodal paper. WAHAHAHA!

gan dong can. though I really din understand how in the world deirdre and jingyi got to know that my birthday was today.

school started for like a month plus. Deadlines all coming. CA1 is next week, FYP deadline nearing, port project to be completed after the first wk of holiday, law project also gotta do before jan 2009. all busy, but I'm enjoying the last few weeks of company with the gang~ every1 of us must go crazy things and treasure the days yeah?! just like this! =D

i hope all of us can attend graduation day! with robe on etc~! (:
birthday wishes recieved today are lurved!! =D

handwriting wizard test

2008-11-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

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Welcome Lee Sheryl, here is your handwriting analysis.
Lee uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Lee does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Lee will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Lee is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lee doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Lee will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Lee has a desire for attention. People around Lee will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

Lee is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Lee learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Lee is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Lee is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lee basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Lee is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Lee has a tendency to put things off, Lee procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Lee will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Lee is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.

Lee has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Lee's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Lee has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Lee is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Lee is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lee has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Lee fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Lee has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Lee is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Lee would like to leave the past behind and move on.

exam in 2wks time

2008-11-15T10:51:00.001+08:00

been blogging at blogger instead of lj recently.
went for tour with deirdre yesterday.
she's very nice! (:must meet up with her more freq!
hahaha! she said i look smart, but have fierce look.
don't worry, i'm not a fierce person! ^^

sadded! din go for SMA day. final year
but the rest were not interested in going. few plan for night life, char and hazel had activities.
But come on man, it starts at 6pm.
with 6hr interval after lesson ended, i don't think many will have to mood to go ne.

glad i accompanied deirdre.
had a great time talking to her. but kinda reminded myself of how suay i was previously. hahaha! we have common likes!
YESH! found another ling feng lover and jin/pi's friend disliker! (so lingo term hah! =x)
woo hoo. pic pic. hahaha! i think that guy in our grp is cute man.
eye candy with a cute pronounciation of raffles place. =D shall upload photo after I recieved them~ (:

mmhz sch these days been super slack.
always end early, long break.
but, long break means out of sch for lunch. hole in pocket was covered few days back, but the hole is growing slightly these days.

pull and bear is tempting me, i tried to tempt deirdre in yesterday.
but i FAILED!! hahaha!~

exam in 2-3wks time. (: but i managed to de-stress after yesterday's tour.

watched: wu di till ep 5, 24hr tv completing(1more left), shkd left this wk, ctkt 3more, speed's performanceteam batisa might give up. had enough of stories like tomorrow.

sudden lunch with nini

2008-11-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

Met up with xinni for lunch today. Kinda sudden, but was great. I thought I saw that jeans man, end up its not!! If i ever see it on anyone, I guess I'll also wanna pull it down!!
Had Fish and Co, can consider not going back again. The fries were kinda cold. I regret not waraku-ing. Die, now lunch with xinni = katsu don.

Miscommunication, but so funny. I heard xinni saying ah, soko de matte masu. But she meant asoko~ as in come dover find me!! I seriously heard a stop pause after she said ah! Must be reception no good. =x

and that buta niku seriously sounds like botanic! =.= Laughed like mad again~~ I hope students don't ask me is this buta niku, I will take it as 'are we at botanic garden?' HAHAHA!
this xinni forever so funny, say din know her old neighbour will talk so much. hahahha!
glay's horse. OMG, i still donno his name. I only remembered his face after I went to watch some jrock vids on youtube. When I saw the 'horse' I was like, AH i rmb this face. But xinni's friend say look like owl, I think horse is a better description. (:

I just hope that the 103 crumpler bag will just drop down from sky. So I do not have to touch bank money to get it!!

1st nov tour

2008-11-02T10:27:00.004+08:00

went for student tour yesterday together with zihui. As usual, it was really another great experience. Starting to think back, why last holiday I only took up tours during the last week of holiday?! ARGH!! I want tours~~ Really got to know nice ppl during this tour; deirdre, ali, penghong, joyce, candy, jing yi (my junior ! (: I want more tours MAN!!

I was late and being a mad idiot , I panicked like nobody's business. Sms-ed zihui informing her will be late, called hazel, called ryu. Being late was still alright, cos i wasn't that late. about 15min before the event thingy started. BUT, zihui woke up right at the point of time when i sms-ed her that I'll be late! LOL!~ imagine what will happen if I did tell her I'll be late. Be left alone with the 7 boys. (2 baseball cuties and 5 nice ppl?) =x

Kinda embarrassing MAN! Cos I was panicking, i reached hotel with the feeling to vomit! and when I told ppl i wanna puke, all they said was DON'T PUKE AT ME OKAY! =.= and cos I felt like vomitting, I realised everything happened really fast.

Then met the 7guys. Glad I wasn't alone!! Imagine me with 7guys? 2 baseballers, when I know nuts about baseball. No topic at all!! yeah, back to the embarrassing issue~! The leader Yusuke was a very nice person! baseballer, saw me and said 'yoroshiku onegaishimasu' They were like the kind of ppl that don't talk~~ Supposedly to discuss where to go, but realised was only 9.30am! where to go at this point of time??! too early~! So went down the spiral stairs cos their teacher told them to decide whr to go there.
THEN! i was trying to contact zihui cos worried can't get her~! and I kept calling her, the next moment my leg lost feeling and I fell!! was freaking funny CAN!! I fell, but my position was sitting on the stairs. Glad the stairs were quite spacious, if not! I would have ROLLed down the stairs. And the other baseballer player (I call him the LV wallet) was standing behind me. The rest of the guys were walking in front of me. Imagine if u were at the lobby, just looking at the scene is like.. a bunch of guys and a short girl. when she fell, u won't notice. COS TOO SHORT! like no difference kind man~ When those in front realised that I fell, they asked the guy behind me, 'NANI WO YATAN NO?!' 'ORE NANIMO YATEMASEN!! JIBUN DE !! HONTOU' They started laughing, and i realised that their conversation was equally cute. Cos they actually thought their friend would push me! hahahaha so I laughed too lah. They kip asking 'daijobu?' I was like 'hai hai. daijobu, demo chotto!' Cos I HAD TO CONTACT that dino!! =.= LOL they must be wondering why I keep calling. like calling for ambulance/help?! HAHA

When walking to look for dino, it was kinda like raining. and rida.. yusuke always walked alone behind me. The rest will be behind talking~ they kept saying 'kasa dozo!' But initally I din hear. So I just keep pressing phone and walked quickly. Constantly checked if they were all following, and when I turned back. They just kept quiet and smile. When I turn back, they make alot of noise. Later I turned back, 2 guys were sharing kasa. When they noticed i was looking, 1 of them said. 'doke yo! kimoii yo~~ raburabu mitai.' So cute and funny can! Want throw friend away cos I thought they were weird!! then they kept saying, 'kasa dozo!' 'motto ooki yo, kikoene! hayaku~~' aft walking for a short distance, zihui called. As I was about to answer the call, 2 of them came beside me and said 'kasa dozo!' i replied 'A! daijobu! demo chotto!!' Then I answer dino's call. WRONG TIMING CAN!!!! they were being nice and trying to make conversation and this zihui called ! =.=

NOTE: all this only happened like 5min. hahahhaa~

When met up with her, we had to cross the T-junction. We waited like 5min plus and realised no green light. Waited kinda long, den I decided to go check out the button thingy. AND no 1 went to press!!! even this auntie standing beside us, wanna cross also DIN PRESS! at this moment, I was like WTH no 1 press. then I heard zihui laughed, so I laugh. BUT, I heard few of the students at 1 go said 'WA LAO!' HAHAHA funny right?! they actually said walao!! I was shocked and din ustd how they know of such terms. So funny right?!

Went city hall>walked>went SG flyer. They actually said 'saiko!! subarashi' I told them I ever went and felt 'tsumaranai' they were shocked! =x then went MS for lunch at waraku pasta~ With all the jpn words, I din had to explain to them. hehehe
when footing the bill, this LV wallet.. maths good till dono like what. I din know who act which food, so I pass the bill to Yusuke to calculate with his friends and said yoroshiku!! This LV wallet when calculating his, he divide by 9person till super fast and at the exact cent!! damn pro can! and zihui take the notes counting each time a person give her 1 $2 note. also equally funny.
After lunch, went to walk ard cause LV wallet wanna find wallet. But i seriously din know he wanna get a LV at that point of time! zihui told him to go the wallet shop. =.= cos initally he wanted places whr wallets are cheap. you tell me, LV wallet whr got not cheap except for mise mono?! hahahaha! He din look interested, so I asked 'donna saifu sagashiteru no?' 'A, ano burano.. louis buton' I was like O.O and said zihui lets go DFS, forget bout bugis junction. She was shocked too, cos cheap wallets CAN'T be LV!!

Then took train, went orchard DFS checkpoint. Walked up to LV portion at the other area... LV wallet chose quite fast, took less than 15min. And the wallet is NICE MAN! long kinda design. (: but abit girl.. and and, LV wallet 's ketai is hot pink! shocking right? guy ne!

Later asked whr they wanna go, they said they wan go chinatown. So brought them walk ard, told them hv omiyage there. But no 1 bought.. They seemed to be looking for smt. So I asked again, 'nani wo kaitai no?' 'aa, burando no ... mise mono?' So I kept thinking, SG quite hard to find mise mono. So was explaining to them.. They were like mmhz really? Cos even xinni's grp also looking for mise mono stuffs. hehe, did they hv the impresssion SG alot of mise mono? =x
Later yusuke wanted kosui. But can't find the brand he want.. LV wallet managed to find, the scent was kinda weird thou. HAHAHA Yusuke expression if don like is obvious~ infact all of them.. Bought coconut don't know what for them.. They felt it's weird. But they still finished all of it!! I was like if don like jsut throw away. 1 of them even tried eating it, and said no taste. =x

went back to hotel after that. I wanted to take photo with them, they thought we're gonan help take.. and said ' isshoni~' I was like okay okay! =) They really very nice ppl! esp Yusuke. Then his baseball team ppl taking pic, he went in and take. But the rest all kicked him.. they were like super noisy at the lobby, every1 was looking at them! When we were taking pic, those baseballer were SINGING!!!! SINGING VERY LOUDLY! Yusuke was like 'damare !!' cos I think they were trying to interrupt him taking pic. So funny lah!! During aisatsu, he was looking at me to aisatsu. I told zihui say byebye or smt and she said 'oh okay. BYEBYE!' Their expression was har? thats all? I was like 'NOOOO. wad you doing?! must say smt nice like today happy or wadeva!' then she ohh okok. So I just 'kyo hontouni tanoshikata desu!' then yusuke also say 'hai! tanoshikata desu' 'I hope you like singapore! (:' he said 'yeah! I like singapore' Then 'ja matta ne! byebye (:' They really very cute. 17yrs old only man. Yusuke wasn't captivating lah, but he always stand and walk alone like waiting for us to talk to him. Then wad u ask, he ans. End of conversation. LOL!!

LOL, zihui pls tell me what you feel during the tour. Don't last min then say regretful till cannot regret. hahahah!

sch start. Yr 3 final sem

2008-10-22T19:58:00.005+08:00

I see ppl updating their blog, but i'm the exception one! haha~ So i'm here to update some happenings after school started.

Oh yeah, putfile isn't working. Sometimes its just weird, when i wanna upload photos yet putfile/photobucket isn't working at all! GRRRR

Been meeting up with someone whom I seldom meet! HAHAHA~ kinda shocking cause i realised our fashion likes are slightly similiar! more spendings, but more life. =x But that 89.90 jeans is not longer on sale~ donno if I should be happy or sad man. I love that jeans CAN! :(

Anyway, quite afew things going on in my head. just can't seem to recall them.
-Netherlands
-FYP
-wanting for student tours
-thinking of ways to earn $$ after end of this mth
-deciding what exact colour (bleach blue or ueda's hair colour? mmmhz)
if you realised, tour has been something which I always wanna go. BUT!! It's always been brougt back~ argh!

Oh, season's changing here. I love the fact I'm able to wear jackets and layered stuffs starting now! woo hoo!!

Zihui's joining me for Nov 1st's tour. Can't wait to have the fun with her. Yet this dino is now calling me a rubber duckie!! =.= just because I always laugh in a very exaggerating manner when I'm on phone with her! >.<

Clearing video always seems forever! Seems like this season's drama ain't that fantastic~ Kinda gave up 3-4~ (:

We took this before CSW started.

student tour first experience (4grps)

2008-10-13T04:43:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happened this holiday; just that the last week of vacation was totally for the student tour which enjoyed like hell man. HAHAHA~!

1st grp: (novena square>heeren>lucky plaza>hotel)
Students were from Hiroshima Ken. 4 girls and 1 guy. all the guys were very cute. Took students for the first time, kinda kenchio suru. アキちゃんは手越くんも好きよ~　私ジャニず好きと聞いたの時、テンシオンもっとアゲッタ!　メルもexchange した. 多分今年の冬は、アキちゃんnews のライブ来るよ.写真が私に送るよ～嬉い! このグルプは，私　カトロサ見たいて言った. ビックリした、初めて私ｇenonjin 見たいて聞いたよ

2nd grp:　(central>bugis>DFS
students were from yokohama ken. grp I and J combined. so 6 plus 6. They were all yakuza! hahahhaha~ 切符あげるの時, オッス! て言ったよ~ なんか，さいしゅ　怖いで.. 後は，そんなに怖くなかった~ ali to dierdre は面白いだ. ヤクザシムはリョチャン見たいよ. 「ミチル」　て言ったの時皆テンシオン　UP!!　面白い~~

3rd grp:　(chinatown>icecream>bugis junction>DFS)
はあァ~私6男が案内した.
ジョスのグルプと一緒に歩けた (理りゅはあたしのグルプは何もしゃべたくない）
ジョスのグルプは本当に面白い
イッケメンいるよ!　ハハハ
で帰るの路は私ジョスのEZlink カァド見る時、ジョスのグルプは　‘何を見ているの?’
それでカァド皆見る時　メチャ笑った!　たぶん写真とほんもん見たくない
でしょわとヘいセイチエクの時　私　‘ohmygod! they damn young CAN!'
イッケメン　ユキ聞いた　‘オーマイーゴツッ　て言ってじゃん?!’　　ハハハ　「可愛いな」
MRT にジョス　‘何歳の?’
16　17　19　はcommunication breakdown 見たい
でジョス１７歳聞いたの時　リアックシオンはふつ
でも私も二十歳聞いたの時　MRT で　‘へえええ?　O.O マジ?!　誰が先輩本当に見えないよ!’
後はジョス皆彼女いるで　このグルプは　‘はい…　モッチイ…　manymany alot!…　ない…’
イッジョは全部ジョスのグルプだ、だから私のグルプは　‘何をしたいか?　お腹すいた?　安いと高いのトコロどちいきたいの?’　　全員の答えは‘何も大丈夫…食べたくない…’　＝。＝
グルプと写真撮りたいけど　私のグルプ最後のストプ全員バラバラ仁なチャイッた~
だからジョスのグルプだけ写真撮った　悲しい!
　
4th　grp：　（NUS>little india>chinatown>bugis>orchard)
youngest grp I took. 14-15yrs old 2girls, 3guys. They were shocked cause din expect NUS to be that big~ nth much to see at little india, they felt it was like arab. Chinatown: they bought so many gifts! bugis also bought gifts. They were too young, din know what to talk to them abt. But they do tell me things like in japan weather wasn't this hot, even in summer they also had to wear jacket. and that the uniform they wore were actuall for summer! O.O its looked like winter clothes to me man. god, they were all taller than me! This korean boy Kim kept getting 'said' by the rest of the students. Plus, his pants were so short! could see his socks, other grps were even laughing at him. but seems like he do get bullied sometimes.

looking forwad to nov 1st. tml's first day of school and my ankle giving me problems. shall go see doctor tml before sch. argh! mendokusai.

2wks of holiday left

2008-10-01T19:33:00.001+08:00

=x i'm a lazy blogger. and now i can't remember what happened during this period. should be the same as I blogged previously.

-tuition
-jap class
-watching dramas/varieties
-lunch meet ups

too many happenings to blog that i kinda forget. 2weeks of holiday left, shall check if the latest timetable is upload-ed at sas. got my grades for last sem. I went to watch kurosagi with hazel and candy. (: candy is a nice girl. Will be out with hazel and her again tml.

putfile is giving me problems in uploading of photos. ): and oh, i decided to give arashi tw con a miss. The typhoon is kinda bad, hazel kept saying many ppl died. Better not go. But i seriously wanna go! ): just that the air tics are kinda costly cos it's only 2wks before the flight. I miss going overseas man! I'm broke to go cos the air tics are over my budget. Moreover it will only be one concert that i'm getting the tics. NVM!! i'll aim for KT's next year.

oh, and my dear friend zihui sprain her ankle before we even stepped in SC! @@ kinda sad for her cause its taking like more than 2wks for her ankle to fully recover. Will be heading to SC this friday though.

O level's near. I'm worried for hazel. And my student too. I just hope she will not retain man! ):

****** msg-ed me. I'm very very worried for her~ ): argh things are always uncontrollable.

goodness, i wasted a night / day again! I wanted to transfer a program to dad's pc. and guess what , it has virus. He's reformating the comp again. ARGH, i hate this; guilty can~

I don't wanna continue this entry. ): see u in the next entry~

cyborg she

2008-09-04T10:37:00.002+08:00

3rd week of vacation. =x no income yet spending like mad.
-2photobook
-3 movies
-FS
-eating out
-bagsss
-some clothes

FYP moving slowly....
boku no kanojyo ha cyborg, journey to the centre of earth, hana yori dango final
all 3 are recommended. (: cyborg, laughed like mad. journey's absolutely great! weird atmosphere watching hanayori dango. imagine hearing CLAPPINGS when makino and doumyuji married! and when rui appeared, everyone were screaming like mad! =.= plus, the cinema was totally packed!
seems like cyborg is ending on screens! the timings left are kinda sucky. I wanna watch it on threaters again.! i think this film is much better than my sassy girl !.! trailer!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FksDI5QHzUI&feature=related

mmhz, any happenings... can't recall much. the days are spent: tuition-ing, jpn classes, mag reading, figuring out how the danshi jisho works (thks to xinni's friend. gladyis! for helping me get), movies, eating out, transfer songs to new mp3, convert vids to psp, for a change watching ego ega, new 9pm chnl 55 hk drama.... ... basically, wasting time by being an otaku, tuition-ing and jpn classes. final official holiday before the real world comes~

urge to go arash's con in oct grew after hanayoridango final. But came back to check tickets, etc. no company, so kinda gave up the idea. Its alright, nx yr's KT!

and and, i've seen few vids of arashi in 24 hr terebi. (: i think its kinda great to do such charity work for 24hr! Speed's one of the guest or some too, tegoshi too. (: all 3 faves/past faves. Trust me, the spirit they have is really worth the 24hr worth of effort. Will find time for 06's kattun's!

natsu matsuri. Got to wear yukata this year. As usual, it rained again~ wet season, yet its not even nov/dec. I bet end year is gonna be real hot again. Its the best weather to sleep during this period!

feelings after exams

2008-08-16T19:52:00.003+08:00

feelings after exams? totally COOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzhhBZ7aUZ8&feature=related
this piano player is really good! truth's full was only out for barely afew weeks. and he/she can totally play it in full! O.O shocking huh?! i jus heard a couple of times, can't spot any errors!

i went bugis after paper yesterday. walked around afew places. oh , and got koizora dvd. LOL there's this 10% discount. i just realised that there're discounts EVERYWHR! so weird. its like, GSS is over . yet the discount craze? and DAMN! the 2 bags i saw at Tiong Bahru Plaza, freaking nice. but i just bought 1 few weeks ago. ): how how? shld i get it?

i'm looking forward to the 8wks holiday. but all of a sudden, i just felt too FREE! FYP coming up next i guess. oh and next sat's natsu matsuri. mendoukusai!

off for some catching-up time.

drama

2008-07-26T14:25:00.002+08:00

countdown 2-3wks for 2nd ICA. this time, it seems even more stuffs to study!

gave up:
-4 lies
-monster parent
-seigi no mikata
-ando natsu

ing~: ( i hope to give up more. but natsu's drama always hard to give up)
-maou
-code blue
-tomorrow
-gakkou ja oshirarenai
-taiyo to umi
-shibatora

plus 1 more coming up. 33 pun, by tsuyoshi. moreover, yet to complete last ep of change and few other drama specials. oh, tw ones and hazel's vcd/dvd.

took zel zel as student. i haven't seen my sec 3 student for 2weeks.
nafa was gone. LOL if i'm not wrong all 5stations near gold but 2.4km, i ran 5rounds. even if i rerun, i know i'm not the gold standard. so, LOL!! seriously, 3yrs w/o any exercise. aches @ whole back.
oct tour con, still unconfirm. but will still be getting a job during the 8wks holiday. either getting a slacky part time, or just concentrating on tuitions.
sth i just hope chiaki sensei/hitomi sensei can pack me in their luggage and fly to japan!

last week, my comp suddenly had smoke. I guess it was due to heavy workload by me. HAHAHA! I remember previously xinni's comp also had such symptoms. But i don't remember overworking mine! perhaps at most 6-7hrs everyday. Don't remember leaving computer on during the smok-y period and having constant hangs.

should i just get a PSP? time at home isn't enough! <=/

ass

2008-07-12T19:30:00.004+08:00

it totally sucks when ppl whom you're closest with starts:
-doubting yr words, and believing some tom/dick/harry
-you ask A, hits you back when qns B

fark it! pardan my words, but mood hasn't been good since CA1 started.

anyway. XINNI! i seriously wanna go atom! been probing into this ever since you told me bout your experience there man!

sth to look forward in the theatres here.

for the sake of danny

2008-07-03T18:17:00.005+08:00

FINE. i'll blog in english at least for danny to understand. as though you even frequent my blog~ HAH!

got back 2 papers. my mood hasn't been good since paper ended last week. LOL pardon me for my BAD attitude.

straight after papers. went out with hazel and xinni last sat. been quite a while since the 3 of us went out. Well, main aim was cos of xinni's bday. Initially, we intended to have a loooong lunch at central. But someONE forgot all about it, and kept wanted to go mise for con queries ~ *.* HAHA! When we met up, she din even realised our initial plan. And had lunch at HOME instead~ ~.~
'hey, we getting you sth. do you have laruku's 15th anniversary?'
'no need LAH.'
'okay, so that's the one. see you later! bye'
'waitttt. no need, really no need. er, you making me don't know how to ans you lei'
'aiya, see you later. BYE'
'errr, i've watched that con alrdy!'
'O.O har! oh okie, then mmhz. okinawa?'
'ohh, that's the new release.... errr..'
'OKAY. So that's fixed. see you LATER! BYE'
'harrr, no need.'
'ARGH, BYE!'
'ohhh, okie. mmhz bye'
LOL! This conversation is between a i-want-get-you-present and a i-don't-know-how-to-ans man conversation. HAHA!

Yeah, so that was how it ended. We met up with her at pepper lunch before going mise w/o even knowing her schedule of her exam! HAHA. But still, they won't be bringing the tics in. So gotta source for our own ones online. Xinni mentioned over her blog that she got her schedule, her tone sounded like good news. Which meant, 1k plus is gone! HAHAHA! Hey, its the experience thats gonna be fun~ (:

And after hearing bout her loooong japan trip talk at cine when waiting for bloody shop to open. Kinda tempting... imagine, being there for say 1 month? argh, i can't imagine how mad i'll get. Bet i'll be drinking my way thru the 'study trip' HAHA!

After leaving bloody shop, we took the lift. and HELL YEAH! got the wrong level, went level 3 instead of 2. Kinda got conned? HAHA nah! not conned, but we wasted lotsa time at the iMac shop. They were promoting the new product iPhoto; so they actually doing photoshoots, burning the photos into a discs and printing either postcards/greeting cards. Initially we intended to go to the attitude shop for shots. But since we had time, we decided to do our shots at iMac and see how it goes. Apparently, we waited like 1hr plus for the makeup, shots and editing of photos. So these are some pics taken:

It feels kinda weird. Cause my first time doing photo shoots with you know; actually lightings etc. Went over to attitude shop. Came these:

few more over at the 2s blog. These are just the ones which I scanned.

And sun was just class, cause yueh yi cancelled lesson.

Then came monday, dreading for school. Dragged on to wed.
Took glavin's ride with hazel, ivan, clyde, serene and charlotte. Dropped halfway to meet up with huiying and zihui for revision. Spend 100plus; which again means.. can't touch up. NOOPE, not that this moment.

Last friends, completed. Expected ending.

1 more pending 90min special. Been dragging it.
Also done with Puzzle and hokaben. Currently on-going ones: Change
This season recommends: Puzzle, Gokusen and maybe Change. you know, I got bored of LF after ep 4. HAHA!
Next season: Mauo, Code Blue, (this I don't know title by teppei), and I think koizora drama (which I don't have high hopes on), ohh and okura's.
some of which I hope they don't interest me. Cause don't wanna waste time? HAHAHA!

Jun was trying to act as though he had magic powers. Been kinda dork. Well, i'm clearing hanayoridango final's promo. And waiting for it to be screened here. I heard in august. I gave up waiting for kurosagi. You don't show it here, you'll just get to lose money of viewers watching it.

L, change the world. YESH, its good.

I did this thru Xinni's blog.

I did 2; Sheryl Lee and Lee yanjie. Came 2 outcomes. PLAY(lies, secret,H) , the other secret(bits of play, $ and drinking). Yeah! H~ O.O I din even know i'm a H! =.=

MUST WATCH!! (:

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Online Videos by Veoh.com

cause hazel said there's KT at MTV. I on, and it was Leah Dizon. =.= came to my room, waited for the song to be over. Then went to get dinner. While having dinner, changed to chnl V cause MTV was having advertisement. and guess what it should LEAH DIZON VANILLA PV. Why are those that I least wanna see appearing in front of me! I was like, fine. I'll watch the PV then. My comments:
-she sounds like a spoilt BoA 's voice.
-with a Britney's Baby one more time MV lookalike in her debut PV
-has Paris Hilton's face
-is a porn star whom every/any guys will LOVE. (tell me which guy don't love porn? if you do, you'll love her like mad)

A justin timberlake wanna be Jin and Paris Hilton Leoh Dizon. =.= can't understand why is CTKT always pairing them up.
OKAY, sorry. But i'm seriously having attitude problem these days.

学校休み

2008-06-18T19:31:00.002+08:00

家でなんか．．．．つまらない
ア！二ホン行きたい!!
でも金が　　本当に面倒な!

ハイ!お宅です~　

嵐のコンサトウ　　どうしょ?
先「うたわら」見ました~　嵐二年まえのコンサトウあるよ~
でもいま　KT　より..．．

「うたわら」　マンガの話

何これ~

アア!!　　~。~

ラブシン　　八!
オ分かる!↓

喋る

いつまでよ~~

お宅さんもわかねえ~~

=.=　帰ろう



ごくせん　カワイイ~

スレス~

queen of pirates~ ! (:

2008-06-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

music: HELL, NO

completed watchin ming zong zhu ding wo ai ni till ep 10. (: xiao tian's acting in this show is even more like a comedian as compared to his previous dramas! sth can get a little ego, but has broken the 8.0 record in tw again! same as wang zi!

jin look alike lips! フィフイ

am totally in love with gokusen can! how silly can you get? checking out yr bud's whereabouts after school with such a tatic? ↑見て!
and, for sch's fair. all you guys came up with was ｲｹﾒﾝｶﾌｴ!　

その絵~　探偵学園キュ～
こいつごくせんも演じるよ!

きの，ドラマ来た~

ミクシイ面倒～　=x
試験頑張ります‼

KT のアルバム欲しい‼
LEの版～　yesasia 速過ぎ‼

ア‼　電子辞書も欲しいよ‼

中丸大好き~　KTも‼

-娑婆気
-er nu achu till 10
-ming zong till 10
-completed bull fighting
-dream boys '06
-pending recorded scv dvd
-change, gokusen, osen, hokaben, last friends, puzzle till latest telecast.
-rewatched summary

puzzle drama

2008-05-25T23:04:00.004+08:00

今の曲: moon crying - koda kumi

パ-ズルのきょくだ
このドラマは... 最高！
面白い~
でも....その先生ちょと.... めんどくさい~

ごくせん3も大好き
もしあたしその学校いている.... いいな~~

がっこうは嫌い
旅行はいつもいきたい
でもビンボです！残念！

:(
後一月試験だ

akanishi jin solo

2008-05-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

Don't know where you're from
Never seen you around
But that don't mean nothing to me
Just want a taste of that...

Drop that shit life...

He stood there waiting alone
Green eyes his shoulder exposed
Smiling and biting his straw
He gave me one look, I froze

His sexy inviting eyes
My hands on his hips as we grind
He whispered in an accent unknown

"Just let go, let the music take control babe
Move your body, nothing crazy
So take it slow, there's so many things I want you to know
I ain't leaving you, cuz I'm yours tonight"

I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

"Oh","Oh","More","Slow"

Classy like none of these hoes
Pretty little frame under her clothes
Those lips as red as a rose
Vibing to the beat from the Boze

Don't rush the night is still young
Take it to the room and sex things up
I can see you call out my name, saying

"Dont stop, more" I'm trying to see how your lips feel babe
All we need is body language
And now I know, I'm falling for you and I just can't lie
I won't go nowhere cuz I'm your girl tonight

I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

See, I've been all around the world but I ain't (seen nothing x2)
Like you, don't matter where you're from, it don't (mean nothing x2)
See, I've been all around the world but I ain't (seen nothing x2)
And now I got four minutes to take you back, girl we can (be something x2)

I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

I can tell you want me too
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can tell you want me too
That luscious juice your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

thks for lesson taught; ass! (:

vampire knights~

2008-05-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

Online Videos by Veoh.com

時間があるから、ちやんとみてね！
=D ウアンバイヤニヤト

がっこうさいて

yukan craze

2008-04-02T21:59:00.003+08:00

completed yukan in 4-5days. mad huh. this is the outcome of yukan club following on to KT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aLh4gGiq94
he sounded like the (net-star) edison man! wahaha~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tgSiPo6k7Q
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEKp6hATi6A
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lts35y-RMa8&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkOl1wNqcS0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qi6Y0YMu4pc
and i love this song like mad~!
next coming up is 1pound/honey & clover

i think the place i went last sun with hitomi sensei, chiaki sensei and kodomotachi for dinner was great. must go there again someday~ grr, ending SC this mth. have to think of resolutions for yr 3 expenses!~

i estimated, its 8dorama plus postage. i think the ones which i want won't exceed this limited... ka naa?~

i guess i'll give up boat license theory. i have a feeling i'll fail. LOL even before i started the class huh? =x

koyama's tempt in cherish

2008-03-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

anyway, i left out blogging some stuffs. went disney on ice last week cause mom had complimentary tickets from SC. i saw high sch musical and thought of my darling koyama! walala~~ the show was.. erm, not bad. can ice skate well, and got back on form even after falls.

pics i took on car of flyer on way to indoor stadium

i bought this, cause i was attracted by the colour! =D koizora tics with zihui and zelzel.

stuffs nini got from japan! thks~ and of course the 2 flyers of arashi and yamapi! i wanna go japan with you. don worry i won't throw u to talk with strangers on train like xingxing. HAHAHA!

arghh, k8 video. not good for health~ =( too attracted!

yeayeah! i was watching old SC. and and and. this was super cute! koyama came out acting cute as usual, and yuiichi being super 'slow' whenever camera catches him! (yuiichi, YOU FOREVER ONE CAN!) walala~

pls note the green circled part. JRs were about to sing cherish. and koyama followed the dance when music started, but ran backstage cause he rmb he wasn't performing. being a dork~ no wonder he's a host. only hosts have such maddness!

whr are all my SP mates man!! =.=

最近KATTUNは大好き

2008-03-18T13:16:00.003+08:00

J

JLPT 2 きゅのじゅぎょ始めました
おもしろいいです
でも、KYの女はあります >_< ヤッバイ、いまKATTUNの曲聞ています
いいなと思います
ノーマター・マターは先輩の曲じゃないか？？ \=.=/

前NewS 2004年のコンサト見ました
昔の曲ですよ
懐かしいな~

三週間後学校始めます
*.*

ズホイとズホイの妹恋空好きです！
良がった

kinki のコンサトDVD見つけまりました~ ^_^

旅行は行きたい=(

its a show time, show time!!

and and, i seriously think that kusano don't wanna go back to johnnys! HAHA! =X
watched:
-kiss 2
-completed bimbo danshi. waiting for gokusen 3!!
-bara no nai hanaya ep 9
iro iro

ying ye completed

2008-03-01T00:07:00.005+08:00

been grabbing news taiyo namida performance, some others varieties, step and go performance.. haven't been watching this season drama this week.. cause cause.... =x

i've been watching ying ye 3+1.. ytd i watched 8eps! (total of 16 eps) and i managed to complete half of it ytd~! argh, i like the drama can!! (i'll beat chu down!) today i finish up the last 3eps.. they end up being detectives.. nice nice!!
i like these parts:
-MD and MZ (ah jiang and bulu) sitting on the scooter, trying to ride it. but end up using their legs
-MD (ah jiang) screaming at that kong yi ren not to slap QE (xia tian) another time
-MD and QE (ah jiang and xia tian) in the chalet
-angmoh lookalike guy and MZ (fangwei and bulu) running back to the 'baddie captain' at the chalet
~~~ and many many more ~~~

din touch on my tw drama much since 2-3mths before.. started watching princess cause wanna watch before chnl u telecasts it.. and why i watched ying ye, cause wanna complete it before chnl 56 shows it.. lalala~ im faster ! =X darn childish right? argh, relieving stress from work.. phew!
right now, wanna clear my current season's drama latest eps. mirai koshi, bara no nai hanaya, banbi danshi, edison no haha...
then start on my tw drama which i burnt but din have time to watch! ; bull fighting ( i started ep 1 and 2 weeks ago, gotta continue) and loveball/achu~ then yukan club, sushi ouji, yamada taro.. and alot others.. 1and half mth left to enjoy!!

know why the drama mood these days? cause yr 3 days are coming, bet gonna be super stressed. SP yr 2 grades and JLPT grades were out ytd.. yeah, both out ON THE SAME DAY. grades like ... ... dats the reason why im de-stressing, watching tw drama~~

~its near 1am, and i gotta work at 9.30 am tml. bless me! >_<
~stayed up late to complete the last eps of yingye.. mad huh.. anyway, any folks know the title of movie by miura haruma? hmmm, u know.. the one which greeeen singing the theme song be free~~

gokusen 3

2008-02-10T09:55:00.000+08:00

mood: blank

The main student cast for the NTV drama "Gokusen 3" has been revealed. Yuya Takaki (of Hey! Say! JUMP) will play the lead male role, and is joined by Haruma Miura, Hideo Ishiguro, Junta Nakama (B.A.D.), Akito Kiriyama (also of B.A.D.), and Shohei Miura.Roughly 600 actors applied for the parts, and 300 were selected for an interview and audition.As previously announced, Yukie Nakama is reprising her role as "Yankumi." The series begins this April.

http://www.tokyograph.com/news/id-2526

zihui said its koizora day! =)

2008-02-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

見った？？ =)
せんしゅ日曜日はズ-ホイと一緒にキノで来ました
恋空のPHと本買った~

その後cityhallに来ました
二人はちらしを買ったですした

zihui kept saying its koizora day for me! =)
i think the book is really good! different things happened as compared to the movie~
it WILL be shown in SG! gosh, can hardly believe when zihui told me~~
will be watchin it with her.. ~

will there be JLPT 2 lessons? mmhzzzz

chirashi which i bought. i more kurosagi... but din take it, i feel that this pic is much better..

my fave page in koizora PH! =)

-lovingmynewphone
-tml's CNY 1st day, no mood for CNY. nothing special to me anymore.. why is that so......

aft exam's work!

2008-01-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

aft exam's
-preparation of wedding
-back to SC work
-mon, wed, fri back to v.ships

which is what i'm currently occupied with. mon, wed, fri (v.ships) sat, morning on sun (SC) afternoon on sun lesson(IP)
no break, no rest except for tue and thurs. smt i really wonder, working like you know.. no day no night. what i get? @#$%&
alright, just keep on with this till end of april comes!

+honey and clover 10分 (cause of indian curry, u went round like mad ppl=.= toma and hiroki! pls come SG there're tons of it everywhr here!)
+薔薇ないの花や 1 (typical j-drama, but worth watching)
+エディソンの母 2 (the boy is super cute by asking weird qns! that intaking of gas was really funny. i kept saying OH MY GOD, OS: THE KIDS'RE DYING ANY MOMENT! )
+未来こし 2 (super unreality drama. even more 'drama' than fugo keiji)
+びんぼ男子 2 (borrow money to lend your friends cause of friendship! get real =.=)

new ones, din clear old ones. LOL and i saw at youtube. FLH went waratte with yuya as guest! in japan! and that was when i realised i had tons of dvdr with i burn but yet to watch!! my princess also stuck at ep 6! =x

sad to say, haruma only acted 5min in each ep of binbo danshi! >.<>

koizora

2008-01-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

三浦はるま
17さいだよ！！若い！！
皆さん、恋空 (映画)ぜったいみます！

ひろくんは可愛い~~

somehow, i still find the white jap jap hair is nice. and suits him!
looking at HSJ and him, i feel SUPER OLD!!

LOL every1 saying my hair colour is dropping. i feel that its better this way, more natural!! =)

ジャニズカウントダウンラブ

2008-01-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

今年のジャニズカウントダウンラブの歌は全部歌いできます！ ^^
ね、写真お見つて！！
可愛いでしょ！

二人と二人私のアイドル！
ニノ君と山P
翔ちゃんとゆや君！

ゆいいちとこきのpikanchi rap は最高！
と翔ちゃんのおなぎ~

きょは試けんする
ま~ ~ 希望はいい結果ですよ

プロジェットはまたできない =X
超疲れた！

ニノちゃん！何したすか！！

大好きの二人

この写真超好き！
カウントダウンだけ見ます！！

conclusion for yr 2007

2007-12-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

coming to an end of 2007, start of 2008. been kinda fruitful yr for me. i met many many many new ppl, gain experiences, see things in different manner. and admit, i've changed. ain't sure if its good or bad, but i do notice myself though! =)

i started yr 2007 unhappily cause of ITP straight aft the end of my poly yr 1 life; which changed many stuffs.

work experience:
-ITP (mon-fri)
-SSC; weekends
basically, working 7days a week is dreadful. i waited for the 6mths to end quickly. somehow, i really miss those days. i din have to worry over exams or projects deadline. learning to face ... mmhz i shoud say interesting customers and meeting ppl of all positions been a really great experiences for me

cause i started working, so more income. which meant, good.. i can do smt which i won't let my brain go dead after the 6mths of attachment. the first thing which crossed my mind was japanese class. been wanting to take since pri 6. ( took me 8yrs to finally go for classes; and im glad to say.. i've been paying every cent on my own till now! )

i met huiying. she's the fastest friend i clicked with within 3hrs! we chatted like mad, had many stuffs in common. later on, i couldn't continue lesson 11 onwards with her cause of SSC. but din like the other class, so decided to switch back to sunday class. that was when i mit zihui, that mad / funny girl. (and i can never forget the, PIG thingy whenever we talk over the phone)

from then, it was no longer teacher-student with hitomi sensei and chiaki sensei. it was teacher cum friends r/s. 3 kodomo tachi, and 2 really nice and interesting sensei!

cause of japanese classes/ITP, somehow got close with that mad girl who leaves crazy msg in my taggie. HAHAHA! chat like mad over msn in office, cos of her. i laugh at whatever i typed, spoke in some weird manner... ... i bet she's no longer afraid of me. i'm a human too okay! LOL, and due to that.. managed to do the undo-able! thats contacting xinni. she's really hard to contact CAN! sms/call hp, NVR ON! i wonder which person in this century seldom on phone as she does! =.=''' and i don wanna call ur home and hear her maid saying XINNI TIDO TIDO, den the line went. dooo dooo dooo.. =.=

this 'working' 7days/week went on for mths. had holidays, eventually.. back to sch now.. turning yr 3. and i still feel like a freshman in SP! when the gang of us hardly know anything about SP. wahaha, i bet we're the most un-like SP students. anyway, don't know if you guys are reading. just feel really drifted after ITP. don't know why, just this stupid feeling in me. i hope its just some wrong feelings in me. yr 3's coming, lets move on together. *.* you know i'm seriously dreading it to come.

in 2007, i : (the normal/ =)
-took up jappie lessons
-blogged in jappie
-went natsu matsuri
-found my old love!!
-met new loves!! ^.^
-met new ppl/colleagues
-met up with old friends
-saw xiao zhu twice
-saw evan
-saw flh
-k chan news

the 残念: =(
-コンサトウ来ません!!
-旅行が来ませんでした
-嵐のAAA
-never ending wonderful story
-時間が速いです @@

last photo upload for the yr 2007

ジャニズが好きです!!

メリクリスマス

2007-12-26T20:43:00.001+08:00

music: akai hana

皆さん、メリクリスマス！！

きょは学校へ来ました
we managed to come up with something! =)
have to work HARD on it starting from now!
オレンギのかみはライヨンですか？ =(

x'mas eve.
bukit timah bus stop has monkeys! tons of them. when walking past them, was so afraid they took me for 'one of them'! glad they din!

trust me; with mac on tues, sat, tues again... you will be really afraid of it! but there's nth apart from mac in FC 2 in sch today! =( not choice had to eat mac again. just that, sch's mac is cheap.. and much healthier than the ones in SC!

i LOVE boys paper!
done with choosing of songs, just the 'extracting' of songs thats the problem. and the script!!

im lazy to update my blog skin. been like that for more than 1yr. walala~~

-completed abarenbo mama
-completed otoko no kodate
-haunted samurai
-itteq special (last special)

argh, projects, elearning, and exams coming up! so many things but so little time.

blogs

2007-12-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

been really caught up with stuffs these days!
school, home, sleep.
work, jap class, home, sleep
study, exams, e-learnings, rushing of projects, sleep

drift is getting bigger and bigger~
everything's coming on me, pressure's coming.
can't really control it.
yr 3's in few mths time!!

went xiaozhu's autograph last friday cause no one accompanied xinhui. ; why did i go? i still don't get it!! influence i guess.. ...
well well, was quite an unexpected happening for me.

that O.O he gave when 3 fans were ahead of me,
that O.O he gave when signing for the 2nd fan ahead of me,
and that O.O he gave when he was signing my copy of album
i seriously don't know how to react; so i gave him a really foolish wave. how idiotic of me!
and said '期待你和吳尊的下當戲' which i don't think he heard.

~completed 終極一家 (THUMBS UP FOR THE 55 EPS!)
~公主小妹 4
~abarenbo mama ep 9 ( 1 more to go)
~SP ep 7
~i tried to start watching haunted samurai, but my show times are at night. and i don't wanna have insomnia
~ I have no time to start ISWAK 2, it has aaron in it! ^.^ i love his singing voice!! =)

JLPT4 の試験も終わた
でもJLPT3 の試験.... がんばりましょ！！

最近友達、家族と喋らない
たぶん、私いずも一人？
どして？.... .... わからない
トピツク全然ちがう

まね~ なみも言わない....
いいこと？？

ゴメンネ、ジュリエット

2007-12-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

">Gomen Ne, Juliet – Yamashita Tomohisa

">Composed / Lyrics: Yamashita Tomohisa

">Kimi ni deatta toki boku wa omoidashitanda

">Zutto wasureteta dareka wo aisuru koto

">Kono suteki na kimochi tori modoshita toki kara

">Mainichi ga totemo azayakana irozuita

">Jama saretemo nanimo ushinattemo

">Kimi wo mamoru aisou to chikatta noni

">Kisu de kisu de ichioku kai tashikame atta kedo

">Dokoka nanika ga mitasarenai

">Futari de kanjite itanda kono koi no ketsumatsu

">Ah gomen ne Juliet

Hoka no dare yorimo fukaku aishita keredo
Hoka no dare yorimo kizu tsukete shimatta ne
"Sayonara" no kotoba ni mune ga itaku natta
Mou nido to aishiau koto wa nainda ne

Ai de ai de kizu tsukete suki de tomaranakute
Mabushii egao ubatte shimatta
Futrai meguri aeta koto wa machigatte ita no kana
Ah gomen ne ore de

">Ai wa ai kedo It can't be how I miss you
Ainai ima sore wa inai

">Hanasanai negai nugesanai

">Ichioku no kisu wo todokanai

">Kono Holy night de aitai

">Kimi wo kowashitai hodo aishiteru

">Moshi me ga mienaku nattemo kimi dato wakaru darou

">Sore hodo nando mo dakiatta ne

">Otagai aishite ita keredo nori koerarenakatta

">Unmei nano kana

">Kisu de kisu de ichioku kai tashikame atta kedo

">Dokoka nanika ga mitasarenai

">Futari de kanjite itanda kono koi no ketsumatsu

">Ah gomen ne Juliet

">Sorry, Juliet (Gomen Ne, Juliet) – Yamashita Tomohisa

">Composed / Lyrics: Yamashita Tomohisa

">When I met you, I remembered

">I remembered the long forgotten feelings of loving someone

">Since that time that those wonderful feelings were restored,

">Every single day has been so bright and colorful

">Even if things get in the way, nothing will be lost

">Because I vowed to do my best to care for you and love you

">Though we checked it by sharing a million kisses

">Some part or some thing didn’t seem quite satisfied

">We both sensed the end of this romance

">Ah sorry, Juliet

We were more deeply in love than anyone else
But we also hurt each other more than anyone else
My chest hurt from the word "Goodbye"
We will never love each other again

We hurt through love, through love, but I can't stop myself from liking you
Your bright smiling face was snatched away from me
I wonder if it was wrong for us to have met?
Ah, I'm sorry for the way I am

">Love is love, it can't be how I miss you
"I don't love you," no, that's not true

">Our wish to never be apart didn’t come true

">We can’t send each other a million kisses

">I miss you on this holy night

">I love you enough to want to break you

">Even if I were to become blind, I would know it was you

">That is because we hugged each other so many times

">We both loved each other, but we couldn’t get beyond that

">I guess it must have been fate

">Though we checked it by sharing a million kisses

">Some part or some thing didn’t seem quite satisfied

">We both sensed the end of this romance

">Ah sorry, Juliet

">ゴメンネ、ジュリエット　-　山下智久

">君に出会ったとき　僕は思い出したんだ

">ずっと忘れてた　だれかを愛すること

">この素敵な気持ち　取り戻した時から

">毎日がとても鮮やかな色づいた

">邪魔されても　何も失っても

">君を守る愛そうと誓ったのに

">キスでキスで一億回　確かめ合ったけど

">どこか　なにか　満たされない

">二人で感じていたんだ　この恋の結末

">Ah ゴメンネ　ジュリエット

他の誰よりも　深く愛したけれど
他の誰よりも　傷つけてしまったね
”さよなら”の言葉に胸が痛くなった
もう二度と愛し合うことは無いんだね

愛で愛で傷つけて　好きで止まらなくて
まぶしい笑顔奪ってしまった
二人巡り合えた事は間違っていたのかな
Ah ごめんね俺で

">愛は愛けど It can't be how I miss you
愛ない　それはいない

">離さない　願い脱げさない

">一億のキスは届かない

">このHoly nightで会いたい

">君を壊したいほど愛してる

">もし目が見えなくなっても　君だと分かるだろう

">それほど何度も抱き合ったね

">互い愛していたけれど　乗り越えられなかった

">運命なのかな

">キスでキスで一億回　確かめ合ったけど

">どこか　なにか　満たされない

">二人で感じていたんだ　この恋の結末

">Ah ゴメンネ　ジュリエット

">あゴメンネ　ジュリエット

">credits: goro_chan LJ

msg to nini & zel zel

2007-12-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

msg to ppl out there! ^.^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfaSoEQkg8o&feature=related
NewS - rainbow

To XinNi & Sheryl (NiNi & RylRyl)

We have known each other since sec 2… wow.. time passes really fast… how long have that been? 6 years… hahaha… well, the 3 of us seldom meet out together… and I know we are busy with either school or work… but how to say, I enjoy going out with the 2 of you.. Even though I have serious STM… but I still remember during our sec 4 time, on every Friday break time, we will wait for each other sms saying what time meeting and at where.. hahaha.. then when we meet that time, both of you will start to chit chat and I will listen… den Sheryl will like everytime ask me why I am so quiet… hehehe.. well.. maybe you know the answer liao.. Maybe you look fierce and I scare of you ba… but then… since this year, when you were having your attachment, we den get to know each other better… everyday msn and sms… and we will go crazy with Arashi and NEWS… hahaha… I change the opinion of you le.. hahaha… you don’t look fierce at all lol… I can sense that you look tired ba… hehehe… then ya.. morning from 9am to 5pm I am mad… then from 6pm to the time you wanna sleep you mad.. the from midnight onwards is NiNi turn to go mad… so every 24 hours, each of us will go mad for 8 hours… hahaha… then I am really happy that this year we meet more then the last 2 years.. it’s like last year, you went M.I.A… hahaha… then I wanna thank you to make my life became more fun and interesting… especially during office hour… you always make me laugh infront of the computer… hahaha… but even though outside office hours, with everyday smsing.. hahaha.. I also laugh… now my inbox.. got a lot of your funny funny messenge.. everytime feeling down or when I have the time, when I read it, I will sure laugh.. especially the messenge where you wrote you and kusano that one.. hahaha.. then as for XinNi… I still prefer to stay at Aljunied… really… so that if either I am bored or u wanna go out, just 1 call and then we will meet.. but now.. I moved till so far.. haiz… now lazy to go out of my house lol.. hahaha… during your attachment, we like everyday go out de lol… hahaha.. meet a while also shiok… hahaha… then always you bring me go out eat… haha.. make my胃expand.. hahaha.. but recently, my胃became smaller le.. didn’t eat a lot.. hahaha… Sometime, I think that we are the blur version of S.H.E… S = Sheryl, H = Hazel and then E = XinNi.. hahaha… I think that good to have such friends to be with… talk about idols and other things… and seriously, I think our personality is about the same ba.. hahaha.. well… over here, I think I will ask if you two would like to be my galfrenz ma.. hahaha… as for Sheryl.. I think I dun need ask you le.. hahaha.. we already declare that we 2 are galfrenz/galfrenz le… hahahahaha.. kidding lar.. lastly…. I just wish that the 3 of us will be really be really really best of frenz for the rest of the life ne.. hehehe..

my computer was seriously giving me trouble over the past few days! reformating and stuffs for umpteen times! but I managed to learn how to reformat and set up my computer! =) back in action with hundreds of video not watched! zhong ji yi jia till ep 43! 12 more to go; princess's nice.
The above message in lucida text is from zelzel's blog =) will add on my msg to you guys later in this entry! =)

gakkou wa daikirai! zenzen warui no kanji desu!

nini & zelzel
LOL like cartoon writing entry like this CAN! anyway, will start from here..
Nini:
i guess our only communication is not sms like in sec days, not msn like in poly yr 1 days, BUT TAGGING AT TAGBOARDS! LOL! when the 3 of us together, we'll always figure out why the jyanisu member zelzel like is not our kind! (don't forget, ur subaru also not my type! mine's rapper! like sho and nottie! heh heh! but subaru; the car ! i LIKE! super fast and cool! =) ) lets meet up as much as possible, but cannot burn the high high shop in cine kae! we must be calm , and wait for others to do the job! walala! =X

zelzel:
do you know that your msgs, pm~ i will have this expression =.= cause you're always saying stuffs that leave me super speechless ! HAHA! especially when you say 'i going crazy.' this is the scariest and last thing i ever wanna hear.. cause i know you'll really go mad. even when you're not, i still feel that you are. hee anyway, good thing you know that i'm not a fierce but mad person. i tend to say alot of stupid stuffs & making a fool of myself when i'm with you guys! heh heh, plus! don't order from high high shop at cine already kae?! have money DONATE to me! =) and don waste money buying mags EVERY MONTH! walala! been super close to you since march or smt. started with don't know how to start topic with you, till find that you're mad, den went mad with you, and now... leaving you to be VERY mad alone! keke! i have no time to be a crazy person with all these projects, work, exams and sch days going on! but msgs and pm will still be here! web msn rocks right?! =)
i had this woo i like news mood till.... news not bad..... news is good.... news is VERY good... and WEEEEEE NewS!!!! O.O all thanks to you! i realised nottie is gone, but tegomass and others are still THERE!

so to sum all up, the 3 of us are mad. though we hardly have time to meet up, but there'll be some1 there to pull the strings back (thats zelzel! hehe) so! we'll really be the best of friends for the rest of our lifes (zelzel, this sounds super primary sch LAH!) don't worrie! ^.^

zihui, zelzel and nini rocks mai life! thks for being there! ^.^

pacific mp3s are availabe online

2007-11-21T20:17:00.000+08:00

pacific mp3s are available online. went youtube and i saw a comment that say ; 'raping and rapping are two different things. please becareful' LOL! the reader was commenting on a earlier comment that says NewS new raping is good! -.- raping!

i love alibi as much as zihui does! =) in fact, every other track in weeeek and pacific! an emphasis, ai no matador is not a porn song~! -.- neither is chiraizumu! rocky rock track definitely goes out to change the world. that strong rap and tone by shige and ryo~ (mmhz, code is enough to make me release stress aft listening =x)

zelzel! for goodness sake, no more HSJ topics. i'm a busy person can! LOL! im starting to feel the lethal poison coming each time i see hikari & yamada!

had 3hrs break today and i did the most unexpected thing. i went to search for kattun's videos thru youtube today! +.+ yuukan club!! ^.^
KEEP THE FAITH!! woo lala, another rock song im addicted to after the 2 fast pace song-fight all night and shock me!

and i think koichi is going crazy. he scolded domoto kyodai's viewers urusai! was so shocked he became so mad and challenged them asking if they really remembered what was discussed in the guest's last visit. must be cause of shock 's stage play; too stressed you see! LOL!!

have lots ta blog, but the memory space in my head is corrupting. so, will blog more stuffs the next time! until then! =)
i rmb :
-i had ICAs
-JLPT 4 coming in few weeks time, and suddenly! all my grammar skills are gone. listening skills improving! -.-
-stoning 24/7
-don try to make me laugh, cos i'll go crazy
-i'll be busy in the nx 2-3 mths!
-AND I SUDDENLY RMB I HAVE AN UNDONE PROJECT fmis! arghh

you shock- ed me with today's actions. *.*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4m6LQnC-mmA&feature=related
kusano, please cut your hair!

e-learning week

2007-11-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

先週土曜日zelzelちゃん会った
台湾でテゴマスのフアイルは私に買ったです
ありがとう！！嬉しい
(CDとDVDとカップもありがとう！)

この写真はズイ-ホイと撮いました
子供たちはテストをがんばります！
皆大変ですよ！もうすぐ~~~~

学校で

この三人は私にいらいらさせる！！ *.*
11月7日 weeeek とpacific

見たドラマ:
~花ざかりの君たちえ第11話
~寿司王子第1話
~暴れんぼママ第2話
~歌姫第2話
~おいいしごはん第1話
~NewS weeeek - うたばん「おもしろい！！全部わかります~ 」 =>
~終級一家 30

音楽:
~NewS; weeeek
~NewS ;beach angel, shock me
~arashi; still
~Kattun;Fight all night
~Orange range; いけない太陽

kattun and news in summary

2007-10-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AoWfxDlWOOA

SATISFACTION! SUPER MOTION!!

昨日は授業あとビデオを見たんです
友達も見たんです
皆さん kattunとNewSのダンス見た時
一緒に踊うて
ハハ！！おもしろいです~

最近の写真

最近は~~~ 悲しいです
学校しけんとJLPTも来たんです
少しスレス~ #.#
でも頑張ります！！

zelzelちゃん！！お大事にね~~

見たドラマ:
~花ざかり君たちえ第6話
~終級一家 23
~換換愛 14

lunch outside SP

2007-10-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

woo hoo! i think the clique of us has this thinking.. ... where we going for lunch huh? where we will think of is.... anywhere but SP! hoho~~

last week went BT for prata.
this week:
mon went BT for 5-star
thurs went far east for ramen ten
fri (today) went novena for fish and co.

guess we're all too stressed up during ITP. so now, aft ITP we don take SP food as food. only outside food = edible food~ lol~ reminds me of saify~~ yeah true we spent alot. but everyday = a splendous lunch~ dinner = too full for dinner. so dinner gotta eat lesser~~ just got my pay~ but arghhh, going out for lunch is so appealling rather than staying in SP! ~.~ lalala

clyde came with us for lunch today~ friday is always a legend day for us. GEMS~ arghh, our gems is really boring! ERP is not the 1 you see at streets -.- nice try huh? char has been quite lame these days. she tend to have so many lame jokes~~ blahh! im really starting to think of ITP all of us went mad. seeing the timetable made us go evencrazier!!

on our way cab-ing back to SP~ i took a pic of char and rai sleeping~! so funny, nope nope. not posting here.. but they can really sleep suddenly. i was talking to glavin, char and rai. nx moment rai slept. aft that, i spoke thinking char and glavin heard. and char slept! =.= ended up only glavin and i talking ! =.=

今zelzelちゃんは台湾へいます！
前だんわおかきます~
楽しですよ！
きよつけてね！

new york fish and chips! highly recommended by glavin!

yishun ppl! =)

he claims that this is how i smile! +.+

ivan and hazel~ ivan look like a small kid here! =X

confessed~!

2007-10-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

怖い~~
すごく怖いですよ!!
言ました、私言ましたよ！
でも、
言ましたから..... 私の感じるはいいです!

はい~ 毎日学校へきます
zelzel ちゃんは会社へ寂しですハハ！！ +.+
でも、私は毎日きょしつでメルしています~~~

最近はゆやちゃんの描みました
若いですよ！
今のゆやちゃんは男です~~
すごくカコイイです~~

らいしゅ土と日よびはNEWS の台湾コンサトウです
見たいです！！

ni ni ちゃんは日本へきました ~ きょわメルしたす
今彼女日本へ楽しです
シンガイポルはからないとう思います

らいしゅzelzel ちゃんはNEWSコンサトウ来ます
私は旅行がいきたいですよ！！

あいず... ...好き？？

2007-09-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

最近の音楽全部変ですよ~ とても変です~~

あいず人..... ま~~ ちょっとすき~

でも,まいか~

恋は恐いです~

学校はいじますよ~ =\ 毎日忙しです~

でも学校行っています.... ほんとうによがったです~ =X

日本語の勉強わがんばります！！

旅行は行くつもりたい！！ +.+

写真！

PS: 毎日11じから寝ます！！

time passing very quickly

2007-09-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

1 more week before sch start. thou extended 3 weeks in v.ships. .. but still, time seems to be moving so quickly! got my results back~ >.<>

sms sms sms. sms sms sms. keep sms-ing. . . my bills gonna be like ......
NVM! =) happy sms-ing ^__^

woo hoo first craze of the morning!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-DwqVdFfMw
2nd craze ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5bobkCWToQ

i realise kirameki is the 1 that makes me go mad. waaaa, they seem to be rushing to sign on the card. and massu is always taking care of the JRs! yuya carried 1 of the jr. why all the jrs look so stunt! XD really wanna go to tw next month!! >.<

1 more thing, zihui is so funny. toy story, woody, buzzlighter, springy dog, mr potato, 3 eye monster and the soldiers =.= she kept saying. and i keep laughing. wad shaking as she laugh, the next time she sees me she'll shake. ended up, she wanted to type she'll show me how she shake. ahhh, we're both going crazy. she always give me STUNTS! lol she even admit she's a stunter. ahhhh i bet we'll both be crazy by the time i meet zihui and huiying later on!

waseda later on. woo hoo! with waseda students bringing us around. can't wait can't wait. but the weather seems to be spoiling everything! =(

and dinner with linkway later. at bukit timah =.= of all places bukit timah

woo xfamily. watched till 15. da dong super funny. nerdy kind. chu shen ru hua~!

why every1 says that they can't view my blog!!! =(

yuya! massu! XD

cos of dvd. =((

2007-09-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

alot of funny things happened today~ was tired at first cos slept late last night~~ wee i'm like super happy working today! =X not saying~

then.. zihui and huiying bought senseiSSS flower. monday, zihui met me to pass me the really BIG cards to write. i wrote, 'mirai yisyoni natsu matsuri iku ne' to hitomi sensei. and we were studying syorai today. so i asked hitomi sensei, whats the diff between syorai and mirai. she said mirai is only after you die. i was like O.O den !!!! 'goodess i wrote that to hitomi sensei, what will she think! '
so i kept saying, james james! pass me the card. i need to change, cos i wrote mirai~~ den he kept laughing saying~~ now? 'yah yah yah'!

so funny! he kept laughing at me cause i wrote that. its was as though i'm inviting them to go with me to natsu matsuri after we die!! then we kept laughing lahhh! hahahaha! =X

after hitomi sensei, was yuko sensei. haiz! we chat and chat hoping time pass faster! went kino after the lesson, we still couldn't decide what reference book we wanna get. so went to mise after that. i thought i would kill them! but i din, i jsut said... 'you guys already said soon for so many weeks. any exact date... ? ' 'err, not sure cause of custom checks and delay. so sorry' i soften after she apologise cause i felt. ahhh also not her fault mah. >.<

but i got into depression mood. =( and did the most stupid thing. i bought 4 syashin.
been like 4-5 yrs since i last bought any.
-2 massu (zel zel gonna kill me, but i don care! massu is adding to my confirm list already heh heh)
-1 yamapi and koyama (yamapi doing the bloated face which i always do ^__^)
-1 news. with uchi and kusano~

depression cos... no tw concert and no DVDs! ahhhh, how depressing can you get!